New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
The clerk had read the prescription without comment; but in the act
of handing out the bottle he paused.
“You don’t want to increase the dose, you know,” he remarked.
Lily’s heart contracted.
What did he mean by looking at her in that way?
“Of course not,” she murmured, holding out her hand.
“That’s all right: it’s a queer-acting drug. A drop or two more,
and off you go—the doctors don’t know why.”
The dread lest he should question her, or keep the bottle back,
choked the murmur of acquiescence in her throat; and when at length
she emerged safely from the shop she was almost dizzy with the
intensity of her relief. The mere touch of the packet thrilled her
tired nerves with the delicious promise of a night of sleep, and in
the reaction from her momentary fear she felt as if the first fumes
of drowsiness were already stealing over her.
In her confusion she stumbled against a man who was hurrying down
the last steps of the elevated station. He drew back, and she heard
her name uttered with surprise. It was Rosedale, fur-coated, glossy
and prosperous—but why did she seem to see him so far off, and as
if through a mist of splintered crystals? Before she could account
for the phenomenon she found herself shaking hands with him. They
had parted with scorn on her side and anger upon his; but all trace
of these emotions seemed to vanish as their hands met, and she was
only aware of a confused wish that she might continue to hold fast
to him.
“Why, what’s the matter, Miss Lily? You’re not well!” he exclaimed;
and she forced her lips into a pallid smile of reassurance.
“I’m a little tired—it’s nothing. Stay with me a moment, please,”
she faltered. That she should be asking this service of Rosedale!
He glanced at the dirty and unpropitious corner on which they
stood, with the shriek of the “elevated” and the tumult of trams
and waggons contending hideously in their ears.
“We can’t stay here; but let me take you somewhere for a cup of
tea. The LONGWORTH is only a few yards off, and there’ll be no one
there at this hour.”
A cup of tea in quiet, somewhere out of the noise and ugliness,
seemed for the moment the one solace she could bear. A few steps
brought them to the ladies’ door of the hotel he had named, and
a moment later he was seated opposite to her, and the waiter had
placed the tea-tray between them.
“Not a drop of brandy or whiskey first? You look regularly done up,
Miss Lily. Well, take your tea strong, then; and, waiter, get a
cushion for the lady’s back.”
Lily smiled faintly at the injunction to take her tea strong.
It was the temptation she was always struggling to resist. Her
craving for the keen stimulant was forever conflicting with that
other craving for sleep—the midnight craving which only the little
phial in her hand could still. But today, at any rate, the tea
could hardly be too strong: she counted on it to pour warmth and
resolution into her empty veins.
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