New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“It was no place for you, anyhow,” he agreed, so suffused and
immersed in the light of her full gaze that he found himself being
drawn into strange depths of intimacy. He who had had to subsist
on mere fugitive glances, looks winged in flight and swiftly lost
under covert, now found her eyes settling on him with a brooding
intensity that fairly dazzled him.
“I left,” Lily continued, “lest people should say I was helping
Mrs. Hatch to marry Freddy Van Osburgh—who is not in the least too
good for her—and as they still continue to say it, I see that I
might as well have stayed where I was.”
“Oh, Freddy——” Rosedale brushed aside the topic with an air of its
unimportance which gave a sense of the immense perspective he had
acquired. “Freddy don’t count—but I knew YOU weren’t mixed up in
that. It ain’t your style.”
Lily coloured slightly: she could not conceal from herself that
the words gave her pleasure. She would have liked to sit there,
drinking more tea, and continuing to talk of herself to Rosedale.
But the old habit of observing the conventions reminded her that it
was time to bring their colloquy to an end, and she made a faint
motion to push back her chair.
Rosedale stopped her with a protesting gesture. “Wait a
minute—don’t go yet; sit quiet and rest a little longer. You look
thoroughly played out. And you haven’t told me——” He broke off,
conscious of going farther than he had meant. She saw the struggle
and understood it; understood also the nature of the spell to which
he yielded as, with his eyes on her face, he began again abruptly:
“What on earth did you mean by saying just now that you were
learning to be a milliner?”
“Just what I said. I am an apprentice at Regina’s.”
“Good Lord—YOU? But what for? I knew your aunt had turned you down:
Mrs. Fisher told me about it. But I understood you got a legacy
from her——”
“I got ten thousand dollars; but the legacy is not to be paid till
next summer.”
“Well, but—look here: you could BORROW on it any time you wanted.”
She shook her head gravely. “No; for I owe it already.”
“Owe it? The whole ten thousand?”
“Every penny.” She paused, and then continued abruptly, with her
eyes on his face: “I think Gus Trenor spoke to you once about
having made some money for me in stocks.”
She waited, and Rosedale, congested with embarrassment, muttered
that he remembered something of the kind.
“He made about nine thousand dollars,” Lily pursued, in the same
tone of eager communicativeness. “At the time, I understood that
he was speculating with my own money: it was incredibly stupid of
me, but I knew nothing of business. Afterward I found out that he
had NOT used my money—that what he said he had made for me he had
really given me. It was meant in kindness, of course; but it was
not the sort of obligation one could remain under. Unfortunately
I had spent the money before I discovered my mistake; and so my
legacy will have to go to pay it back. That is the reason why I am
trying to learn a trade.”
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