New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
She made the statement clearly, deliberately, with pauses between
the sentences, so that each should have time to sink deeply into
her hearer’s mind. She had a passionate desire that some one
should know the truth about this transaction, and also that the
rumour of her intention to repay the money should reach Judy
Trenor’s ears. And it had suddenly occurred to her that Rosedale,
who had surprised Trenor’s confidence, was the fitting person to
receive and transmit her version of the facts. She had even felt
a momentary exhilaration at the thought of thus relieving herself
of her detested secret; but the sensation gradually faded in the
telling, and as she ended her pallor was suffused with a deep blush
of misery.
Rosedale continued to stare at her in wonder; but the wonder took
the turn she had least expected.
“But see here—if that’s the case, it cleans you out altogether?”
He put it to her as if she had not grasped the consequences of her
act; as if her incorrigible ignorance of business were about to
precipitate her into a fresh act of folly.
“Altogether—yes,” she calmly agreed.
He sat silent, his thick hands clasped on the table, his little
puzzled eyes exploring the recesses of the deserted restaurant.
“See here—that’s fine,” he exclaimed abruptly.
Lily rose from her seat with a deprecating laugh. “Oh, no—it’s
merely a bore,” she asserted, gathering together the ends of her
feather scarf.
Rosedale remained seated, too intent on his thoughts to notice her
movement. “Miss Lily, if you want any backing—I like pluck——” broke
from him disconnectedly.
“Thank you.” She held out her hand. “Your tea has given me a
tremendous backing. I feel equal to anything now.”
Her gesture seemed to show a definite intention of dismissal, but
her companion had tossed a bill to the waiter, and was slipping his
short arms into his expensive overcoat.
“Wait a minute—you’ve got to let me walk home with you,” he said.
Lily uttered no protest, and when he had paused to make sure of
his change they emerged from the hotel and crossed Sixth Avenue
again. As she led the way westward past a long line of areas which,
through the distortion of their paintless rails, revealed with
increasing candour the DISJECTA MEMBRA of bygone dinners, Lily felt
that Rosedale was taking contemptuous note of the neighbourhood;
and before the doorstep at which she finally paused he looked up
with an air of incredulous disgust.
“This isn’t the place? Some one told me you were living with Miss
Farish.”
“No: I am boarding here. I have lived too long on my friends.”
He continued to scan the blistered brown stone front, the windows
draped with discoloured lace, and the Pompeian decoration of the
muddy vestibule; then he looked back at her face and said with a
visible effort: “You’ll let me come and see you some day?”
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