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The sight stirred Lily with an irresistible sense of triumph.
Rosedale, a day or two after their chance meeting, had called to
enquire if she had recovered from her indisposition; but since
then she had not seen or heard from him, and his absence seemed
to betoken a struggle to keep away, to let her pass once more out
of his life. If this were the case, his return showed that the
struggle had been unsuccessful, for Lily knew he was not the man to
waste his time in an ineffectual sentimental dalliance. He was too
busy, too practical, and above all too much preoccupied with his
own advancement, to indulge in such unprofitable asides.
In the peacock-blue parlour, with its bunches of dried pampas
grass, and discoloured steel engravings of sentimental episodes,
he looked about him with unconcealed disgust, laying his hat
distrustfully on the dusty console adorned with a Rogers statuette.
Lily sat down on one of the plush and rosewood sofas, and he
deposited himself in a rocking-chair draped with a starched
antimacassar which scraped unpleasantly against the pink fold of
skin above his collar.
“My goodness—you can’t go on living here!” he exclaimed.
Lily smiled at his tone. “I am not sure that I can; but I have gone
over my expenses very carefully, and I rather think I shall be able
to manage it.”
“Be able to manage it? That’s not what I mean—it’s no place for
you!”
“It’s what I mean; for I have been out of work for the last week.”
“Out of work—out of work! What a way for you to talk! The idea
of your having to work—it’s preposterous.” He brought out his
sentences in short violent jerks, as though they were forced up
from a deep inner crater of indignation. “It’s a farce—a crazy
farce,” he repeated, his eyes fixed on the long vista of the room
reflected in the blotched glass between the windows.
Lily continued to meet his expostulations with a smile. “I don’t
know why I should regard myself as an exception——” she began.
“Because you ARE; that’s why; and your being in a place like this
is a damnable outrage. I can’t talk of it calmly.”
She had in truth never seen him so shaken out of his usual
glibness; and there was something almost moving to her in his
inarticulate struggle with his emotions.
He rose with a start which left the rocking-chair quivering on its
beam ends, and placed himself squarely before her.
“Look here, Miss Lily, I’m going to Europe next week: going over
to Paris and London for a couple of months—and I can’t leave you
like this. I can’t do it. I know it’s none of my business—you’ve
let me understand that often enough; but things are worse with you
now than they have been before, and you must see that you’ve got to
accept help from somebody. You spoke to me the other day about some
debt to Trenor. I know what you mean—and I respect you for feeling
as you do about it.”
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