New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Nine o’clock was an early hour for a visit, but Selden had passed
beyond all such conventional observances. He only knew that he must
see Lily Bart at once—he had found the word he meant to say to her,
and it could not wait another moment to be said. It was strange
that it had not come to his lips sooner—that he had let her pass
from him the evening before without being able to speak it. But
what did that matter, now that a new day had come? It was not a
word for twilight, but for the morning.
Selden ran eagerly up the steps and pulled the bell; and even in
his state of self-absorption it came as a sharp surprise to him
that the door should open so promptly. It was still more of a
surprise to see, as he entered, that it had been opened by Gerty
Farish—and that behind her, in an agitated blur, several other
figures ominously loomed.
“Lawrence!” Gerty cried in a strange voice, “how could you get
here so quickly?”—and the trembling hand she laid on him seemed
instantly to close about his heart.
He noticed the other faces, vague with fear and conjecture—he saw
the landlady’s imposing bulk sway professionally toward him; but
he shrank back, putting up his hand, while his eyes mechanically
mounted the steep black walnut stairs, up which he was immediately
aware that his cousin was about to lead him.
A voice in the background said that the doctor might be back at any
minute—and that nothing, upstairs, was to be disturbed. Some one
else exclaimed: “It was the greatest mercy—” then Selden felt that
Gerty had taken him gently by the hand, and that they were to be
suffered to go up alone.
In silence they mounted the three flights, and walked along the
passage to a closed door. Gerty opened the door, and Selden went
in after her. Though the blind was down, the irresistible sunlight
poured a tempered golden flood into the room, and in its light
Selden saw a narrow bed along the wall, and on the bed, with
motionless hands and calm unrecognizing face, the semblance of Lily
Bart.
That it was her real self, every pulse in him ardently denied. Her
real self had lain warm on his heart but a few hours earlier—what
had he to do with this estranged and tranquil face which, for the
first time, neither paled nor brightened at his coming?
Gerty, strangely tranquil too, with the conscious self-control of
one who has ministered to much pain, stood by the bed, speaking
gently, as if transmitting a final message.
“The doctor found a bottle of chloral—she had been sleeping badly
for a long time, and she must have taken an overdose by mistake....
There is no doubt of that—no doubt—there will be no question—he has
been very kind. I told him that you and I would like to be left
alone with her—to go over her things before any one else comes. I
know it is what she would have wished.”
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