The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
My mother, who through the following pages must be understood to be the
presiding deity of the scene—_O quam te memorem?_—how shall I describe
her? Seen through her son’s eyes she has an extraordinary tranquillity
and graciousness of mien. She moves slowly with an absolutely unconscious
dignity. She is naturally very silent, and has a fixed belief that she
is entirely devoid of all intellectual power, which is in one sense
true, for she reads little and has no taste for discussion. At the same
time she is gifted with an extraordinary shrewdness and penetration in
practical matters, and I would trust her judgment without hesitation. She
is intensely affectionate, and has the largest heart I have ever known;
but at the same time is capable of taking almost whimsical prejudices
against people, which, however I have combated them at the time, have
generally proved to be justified by subsequent events. Her sympathy and
her geniality make her delightful company, for she delights in listening
to the talk of clever people and has a strong sense of humour. She likes
being read to, though I do not think she questions the thought of what is
read. She is deeply religious, though I do not suppose she could give a
reason for her faith, and is constantly tolerant of religious differences
which she never attempts to comprehend. In the village she is simply
adored by men, women, and children alike, though she is not particularly
given to what is called “visiting the poor.”
At the same time if there is trouble in any house, no matter of what
kind, she goes there straight by instinct, and has none of the dread of
emotional scenes which make so many of us cowards in the presence of
sorrow and suffering. I do not think she feels any duty about it, but it
is as natural and spontaneous for her to go as it is for most of us to
desire to keep away. A shrewd woman of the village, a labourer’s wife,
whom my mother had seen through a dreadful tragedy a year or two before,
once said in reply to a question of mine, “It isn’t as if her ladyship
said or did more than any one else—every one was kind to us—but she used
to come in and sit with me and look at me, and after a little I used to
feel that it was all right.”
She manages the household with less expenditure of trouble than I have
ever seen. Our servants never seem to leave us; they are paid what many
people would call absurdly high wages, but I do not think that is the
attraction. My mother does not see very much of them, and finds fault,
when rarely necessary, with a simple directness which I have in vain
tried to emulate; but her displeasure is so impersonal that there seems
to be no sting in it. It is not that they have failed in their duty to
herself, but they have been untrue to the larger duty to which she is
herself obedient.
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