The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
The other day I found myself on a bicycle near enough to Grately to make
it possible to go there; into the Hall grounds I did not venture, but I
struck across the common and went down the lane to the mill. I was almost
ashamed of the agitation I felt, but the sight of the common, never
visited for nearly thirty years, induced a singular physical distress. It
was not that everything had grown smaller, even changed the places that
they occupy in my mental picture, but a sort of homesickness seemed to
draw tight bands across my heart. What does it mean, this intense local
attachment, for us flimsy creatures, snapped at a touch, and with so
brief a pilgrimage? A strange thought! The very intensity and depth of
the feeling seems to confer on it a right to permanence.
The lane came abruptly to an end by the side of a commonplace,
straight-banked, country brook. There were no trees, no water-plants;
the road did not dip to the stream, and in front of me lay a yellow
brick bridge, with grim iron lattices. Alas! I had mistaken the turn,
and must retrace my steps. But stay! what was that squat white house by
the waterside? It was indeed the old mill, with its boarded projections
swept away, its barns gone, its garden walled with a neat wall. The old
high-timbered bridge was down; some generous landlord had gone to great
expense, and Grately had a good convenient road, a sensible bridge, and
an up-to-date mill. Probably there was not a single person in the parish
who did not confess to an improvement.
But who will give me back the tall trees and the silent pool? Who will
restore the ancient charm, the delicate mysteries, the gracious dignity
of the place? Is beauty a mere trick of grouping, the irradiation of a
golden mood, a chance congeries of water and high trees and sunlight? If
beauty be industriously hunted from one place by ruthless hands, does she
spread her wings and fly? Is the restless, ceaseless effort of nature to
restore beauty to the dismal messes made by man, simply broken off and
made vain? Or has she leisure to work harder yet in unvisited places,
patiently enduring the grasp of the spoiling hand?
It was with something like a sob that I turned away. But of one thing no
one can rob me, and that is the picture of Grately Mill, glorified indeed
by the patient worship of years, which is locked into some portfolio of
the mind, and can be unspread in a moment before the gazing eye.
[Sidenote: EGERIA]
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