The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
To compare small things with great, it was an attempt to depict, in
modern unromantic fashion, such a situation as that of _Robinson
Crusoe_, where a man is thrown suddenly upon his own resources, shut off
from sympathy and hope. In that great fiction one sees the patience, the
courage, the inventiveness of the simple hero grow under the author’s
hand; but the soul of my own poor hero had indeed suffered shipwreck,
though he fell among less stimulating surroundings than the caverns
and freshets, the wildfowl and the savages, of that green isle in the
Caribbean Sea.
In the _Life_ of William Morris, a man whose chosen motto was _si je
puis_, and who, whatever else he was accused of, was never accused of a
want of virile strength, there is an interesting and pathetic letter,
which he wrote at the age of fifty-one, when he was being thrust, against
his better judgment, into a prominent position in the Socialist movement.
“My habits are quiet and studious,” he said, “and, if I am too much
worried with ‘politics,’ _i.e._, intrigue, I shall be no use to the cause
as a writer. All this shows, you will say, a weak man: that is true, but
I must be taken as I am, not as I am not.”
This sentence sums up, very courageously and faithfully, the difficulty
in which many people, who believe in ideas, and perceive more clearly
than they are able to act, are placed by honest diffidence and candid
self-knowledge. We would amend life, if we could; but the impossibility
lies, not in seeing what is beautiful and just and right, but in making
other people desire it. It is conceivable, after all, that God knows
best, and has good reasons for delay—though many men, and those not the
least gallant, act as though they knew better still. But it matters very
little whether we betray our own weakness, by what we say or do. What
does matter is that we should have desired something ahead of us, should
have pointed it out to others. We may not attain it; others may not
attain it; but we have shown that we dare not acquiesce in our weakness,
that we will not allow ourselves to be silent about our purer hopes, that
we will not recline in a false security, that we will not try to solve
the problem by overlooking its difficulties; but that we will strive to
hold fast, in a tender serenity, to a belief in the strong and loving
purpose of God, however dark may be the shadow that lies across the path,
however sombre the mountain-barrier that lies between us and the sunlit
plain.
A. C. B.
_April 12, 1907._
PREFATORY NOTE TO ORIGINAL EDITION
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