The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
I cannot tell why it is, but to be alone among woods, especially towards
evening, is often attended with a vague unrest, an unsubstantial awe,
which, though of the nature of pleasure, is perilously near the confines
of horror. On certain days, when the nerves are very alert and the woods
unusually still, I have known the sense become almost insupportable.
There is a certain feeling of being haunted, followed, watched, almost
dogged, which is bewildering and unmanning. Foolish as it may appear, I
have found the carrying of a gun almost a relief on such occasions. But
what heightens the sense in a strange degree is the presence of still
water. A stream is lively—it encourages and consoles; but the sight of
a long dark lake, with the woods coming down to the water’s edge, is a
sight so solemn as to be positively oppressive. Each kind of natural
scenery has its own awe—the _genius loci_, so to speak. On a grassy down
there is the terror of the huge open-eyed gaze of the sky. In craggy
mountains there is something wild and beastlike frowning from the rocks.
Among ice and snow there is something mercilessly pure and averse to
life; but neither of these is so intense or definite as the horror of
still woods and silent waters. The feeling is admirably expressed by Mr.
George Macdonald in _Phantastes_, a magical book. It is that sensation
of haunting presences hiding behind trees, watching us timidly from the
fern, peeping from dark copses, resting among fantastic and weather-worn
rocks, that finds expression in the stories of Dryads and fairies, which
seem so deeply implanted in the mind of man. Who, on coming out through
dark woods into some green sequestered lawn, set deep in the fringing
forest, has not had the sensation of an interrupted revel, as festivity
suddenly abandoned by wild, ethereal natures, who have shrunk in silent
alarm back into the sheltering shades? If only one had been more wary,
and stolen a moment earlier upon the unsuspecting company!
But there is a darker and cloudier sensation, the _admonitus locorum_,
which I have experienced upon fields of battle, and places where
some huge tragedy of human suffering and excitement has been wrought.
I have felt it upon the rustic ploughland of Jena, and on the grassy
slopes of Flodden; it has crept over me under the mouldering walls and
frowning gateways of old guarded towns; and not only there, where it may
be nothing but the reflex of shadowy imaginations, but on wind-swept
moors and tranquil valleys, I have felt, by some secret intuition, some
overpowering tremor of spirit, that here some desperate strife has been
waged, some primeval conflict enacted. There is a spot in the valley of
Llanthony, a grassy tumulus among steep green hills, where the sense came
over me with an uncontrollable throb of insight, that here some desperate
stand was made, some barbarous Themopylæ lost or won.
[Sidenote: A DARK SECRET]
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