The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
But it is strange to note the perpetual instinctive consciousness
of danger which besets birds thus in the open; they must live in a
tension of nervous watchfulness which would depress a human being into
melancholia. There is no absorbed gobbling; between every mouthful the
little head with its beady eyes swings right and left to see that all is
clear; and he is for ever changing his position and seldom fronts the
same way for two seconds together.
Do we realise what it must be to live, as even these sheltered birds do
in a quiet garden, with the fear of attack and death hanging over them
from morning to night?
[Sidenote: THE BONDAGE OF A BIRD]
Another fact that these thrushes have taught me is the extreme narrowness
of their self-chosen world. They are born and live within the compass
of a few yards. We are apt to envy a bird the power of changing his
horizon, of soaring above the world, and choosing for his home the
one spot he desires. Think what our life would be if, without luggage,
without encumbrances, we could rise in the air and, winging our way out
to the horizon, choose some sequestered valley, and there, without house,
without rates and taxes, abide, with water babbling in its channel and
food abundant. Yet it is far otherwise. One of my thrushes has a white
feather in his wing; he was hatched out in a big syringa which stands
above the bowling-green; and though I have observed the birds all about
my few acres carefully enough I have never seen this particular thrush
anywhere but on the lawn. He never seems even to cross the wall into
the garden; he has a favourite bush to roost in, and another where he
sometimes sings: at times he beats along the privet hedge, or in the
broad border, but he generally hops about the lawn, and I do not think he
has ever ventured beyond it. He works hard for his living too; he is up
at dawn, and till early afternoon he is generally engaged in foraging. He
will die, I suppose, in the garden, though how his body is disposed of is
a mystery to me.
[Sidenote: THE SOUL OF A THRUSH]
He takes the limitations of his life just as he finds them; he never
seems to think he would like to be otherwise; but he works diligently
for his living, he sings a grateful song, he sleeps well, he does not
compare himself with other birds or wish his lot was different—he has no
regrets, no hopes, and few cares. Still less has he any philanthropic
designs of raising the tone of his brother thrushes, or directing a
mission among the quarrelsome sparrows. Sometimes he fights a round or
two, and when the spring comes, stirred by delicious longings, he will
build a nest, devote the food he would like to devour to his beady-eyed,
yellow-lipped young, and die as he has lived. There is a good deal to be
said for this brave and honest life, and especially for the bright and
wholesome music which he makes within the thickets. I do not know that it
can be improved upon.
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