The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
_Aug. 19, 1898._
[Sidenote: GOD’S ACRE]
There is a simple form of expedition of which I am very fond; that is the
leisurely visiting of some rustic church in the neighbourhood. They are
often very beautifully placed—sometimes they stand high on the ridges
and bear a bold testimony to the faith; sometimes they lie nestled in
trees, hidden in valleys, as if to show it is possible to be holy and
beautiful, though unseen. Sometimes they are the central ornament of a
village street; there generally seems some simple and tender reason for
their position; but the more populous their neighbourhood, the more they
have suffered from the zeal of the restorer. What I love best of all is a
church that stands a little apart, sheltered in wood, dreaming by itself,
and guarding its tranquil and grateful secret—“_secretum meum mihi_,” it
seems to say.
I like to loiter in the churchyard ground to step over the hillocks, to
read the artless epitaphs on slanting tombs; it is not a morbid taste,
for if there is one feeling more than another that such a visit removes
and tranquillises, it is the fear of death. Death here appears in its
most peaceful light; it seems so necessary, so common, so quiet and
inevitable an end, like a haven after a troubled sea. Here all the sad
and unhappy incidents of mortality are forgotten, and death appears only
in the light of a tender and dreamful sleep.
Better still is the grateful coolness of the church itself; here one can
trace in the epitaphs the fortunes of a family—one can see the graves
of old squires who have walked over their own fields, talked with their
neighbours, shot, hunted, eaten, drunk, have loved and been loved, and
have yielded their place in the fulness of days to those that have come
after them. Very moving, too, are the evidences of the sincere grief,
which underlies the pompous phraseology of the marble monument with
its urns and cherubs. I love to read the long list of homely virtues
attributed by the living to the dead in the depth of sorrow, and to
believe them true. Then there are records of untimely deaths,—the young
wife, the soldier in his prime, the boy or girl who have died unstained
by life, and about whom clings the passionate remembrance of the happy
days that are no more. Such records as those do not preach the lesson
of vanity and decay, but the lesson of pure and grateful resignation,
the faith that the God who made the world so beautiful, and filled it so
full of happiness, has surprises in store for His children, in a world
undreamed of.
[Sidenote: THE MONUMENT]
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