The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in SiberiaDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in Siberia
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Exiles -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
“I know that they will punish me severely,” he said to himself, “that,
accustomed as I am to be whipped, I shall perhaps die on the spot. The
devil! 4,000 strokes is not a trifle; and then all my officers were in a
fearful temper with me on account of this affair. I knew well that it
would not be ‘rose-water.’ I even believed that I should die under the
rods. I determined to get baptized. I said to myself, that perhaps they
would not then flog me, at any rate it was worth trying, my comrades had
told me that it would be of no good. But,’ I said to myself, ‘who knows?
perhaps they will pardon me, they will have more compassion on a
Christian than on a Mohammedan. They baptized me, and give me the name
of Alexander; but, in spite of that, I had to take my flogging; they did
not let me off a single stroke; I was, however, very savage. ‘Wait a
bit,’ I said to myself, ‘and I will take you all in’; and, would you
believe it, Alexander? I did take them all in. I knew how to look like a
dead man; not that I appeared altogether without life, but I looked as
if I were on the point of breathing my last. They led me in front of the
battalion to receive my first thousand; my skin was burning, I began to
howl. They gave me my second thousand, and I said to myself, ‘It’s all
over now.’ I had lost my head, my legs seemed broken, so I fell to the
ground, with the eyes of a dead man. My face blue, my mouth full of
froth, I no longer breathed. When the doctor came he said I was on the
point of death. I was carried to the hospital, and at once returned to
life. Twice again they flogged me. What a rage they were in! I took them
all in on each occasion. I received my third thousand, and died again.
On my word, when they gave me the last thousand each stroke ought to
have counted for three, it was like a knife in my heart. Oh, how they
did beat me! They were so severe with me. Oh, that cursed fourth
thousand! it was well worth three firsts put together. If I had
pretended to be dead when I had still 200 to receive, I think they would
have finished me; but they did not get the better of me. I had them
again and again, for they always thought it was all over with me, and
how could they have thought otherwise? The doctor was sure of it. But as
for the 200 which I had still to receive, they might have struck as hard
as they liked--they were worth 2,000; I only laughed at them. Why?
Because, when I was a youngster, I had grown up under the whip. Well, I
am well, and alive now; but I have been beaten in the course of my
life,” he repeated, with a passive air, as he brought his story to an
end. As he did so, he seemed to recollect and count anew the blows he
had received.
After a brief silence, he said: “I cannot count them, nor can any one
else; there are not figures enough.” He looked at me, and burst into a
laugh, so simple and natural, that I could not help smiling in return.
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