The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in SiberiaDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in Siberia
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Exiles -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
“Do you know, Alexander Petrovitch, when I dream at night, I always
dream that I am being flogged. I dream of nothing else.” He, in fact,
talked in his sleep, and woke up the other prisoners.
“What are you yelling about, you demon?” they would say to him.
This strong, robust fellow, short in stature, about forty-four years of
age, active, good-looking, lived on good terms with every one, though he
was very fond of taking what did not belong to him, and afterwards got
beaten for it. But each of our convicts who stole got beaten for their
thefts.
I will add to these remarks that I was always surprised at the
extraordinary good-nature, the absence of rancour with which these
unhappy men spoke of their punishment, and of the chiefs superintending
it. In these stories, which often gave me palpitation of the heart, not
a shadow of hatred or rancour could be detected; they laughed at what
they had suffered like children.
It was not the same, however, with M--tçki, when he told me of his
punishment. As he was not a noble, he had been sentenced to be flogged.
He had never spoken to me of it, and when I asked him if it were true,
he replied affirmatively in two brief words, but with evident suffering,
and without looking at me. He at the same time turned red, and when he
raised his eyes, I saw flames burning in them, while his lips trembled
with indignation. I felt that he would not forget, that he could never
forget this page of his history. Our companions generally on the other
hand (though theirs might have been exceptions), looked upon their
adventures with quite another eye. It is impossible, I sometimes
thought, that they can be conscious of their guilt, and not acknowledge
the justice of their punishment; above all, when their offences were
against their companions and not against some chief. The greater part of
them did not acknowledge their guilt. I have already said that I never
observed in them the least remorse, even when the crime had been
committed against people of their own station. As for the crimes
committed against a chief, they did not even speak of them. It seems to
me that for those cases, they had special views of their own. They
looked upon them as accidents caused by destiny, by fatality, into which
they had fallen unconsciously as the result of some extraordinary
impulse. The convict always justifies the crimes he has committed
against his chief; he does not trouble himself about the matter. But he
admits that the chief cannot share his view, and consequently, that he
must naturally be punished, and then he will be quits with him.
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