"But I can't give it up. There's more than money to working. There's
being in the work you want to do and are fitted for--"
"Ah!" She turned on him fiercely. "I thought you cared more for your
work than for your family. Now I know it. You would keep us poor,
just so you can do the things you like to do. And what right have you
to think you're fitted for it? Why can't you be sensible and see what
everybody else sees--that as an architect you are--"
"Shirley!"
But she said it.
"--a failure."
For a little he stared blindly at her. All other aches were as nothing
beside this. . . . Then something within, that had sustained him since
he left the office, snapped, gave way. His head and shoulders sagged
forward. With a weary gesture he turned and went into the living-room.
That storm, too, passed. It had been more than half the hysteria of
shattered hope. She had hardly known what she was saying. Now she
remembered his eyes as she had dealt her thrust. She was a little
frightened at what she had done. She waited nervously for him to come
back to her; always David had been first to mend their quarrels, and
Shirley thought her kisses balm to heal all wounds.
But he did not come back. In the living-room was a heavy silence.
At last she went softly to the door. He was standing by the table,
still in the broken attitude, with the same dazed eyes. He did not see
her.
"David!"
He did not seem to hear. She went to him and put an arm around his
shoulder.
"David, I didn't mean to be nasty. It really isn't your fault. I
didn't mean--"
The sound of her voice brought him out of his daze. He shrank from her
touch and, turning, regarded her with a queer new look that held her
from him. After a little the sense of her words seemed to come to him.
"I think you did mean it," he said wearily. "And I think--I think you
are quite right."
CHAPTER IV
TO THE RESCUE
In the morning the world, strangely enough, was outwardly the same.
Even the sun had the bad taste to shine, as though a black shadow were
not on their hearts.
They went through the routine of bath and toilet and breakfast. David
glanced over his newspaper and romped a bit with Davy Junior. And
because he kissed her as he left for the day, Shirley supposed that the
scene of the night before had been filed away with their other tiffs,
in a remote pigeonhole labeled "To Be Forgotten." She was glad of that.
"And maybe," she thought hopefully, "it was a good thing I said that to
him. David is clever and good and dear and all that, but the trouble
is he lacks ambition and push. He needs bracing up and to take things
more seriously. Perhaps it will be just as well if I take the reins
for a while."
Her first act as whip was to write a long letter to Aunt Clara.
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