“Ah, I though so!” said he, half to himself, maliciously. “Well,
wishes always come true if one wishes them hard enough. I shall bring
you some garnets. That is a most inexpensive red stone, and very
pretty.”
“Oh, I think I would rather not! I really don’t want any jewelry, Mr.
Rayner,” declared I.
But the train had come up. He said good-by affectionately to his wife
and kindly to me; and we saw him off, and then made our purchases and
drove back to Geldham. It was rather an uncomfortable drive, for the
only remark Mrs. Rayner made was, when I said it was cold--
“Then you had better order them to light the fire in your room early,
Miss Christie. Mr. Rayner will upset the whole household if you take
cold while he is away.”
Then she shut her eyes and went, or pretended to go, to sleep, and I
looked at her and thought what an unpleasant person she was, until the
hollows in her face and the suffering expression about her mouth
touched me. Why did she shut herself up and persist in being
miserable, instead of returning her husband’s love and changing the
melancholy Alders into the cheerful, bright place it might be?
I spent a dull day; for, when I went to see Haidee, Mrs. Rayner
instantly left the room, and I could not help seeing that it was to
avoid me; so I was obliged to resist the sick child’s entreaties for
me to stay, and to go back and wander by myself about the house and
garden, too miserable in my thoughts about Laurence and his cruel
desertion of me to be able to read or work.
At tea-time Mrs. Rayner did not appear. Sarah said that Haidee was
worse, and that her mother would not leave her. The evening was very
cold, and, as Mrs. Rayner had rather ostentatiously told Jane to light
Miss Christie’s fire directly after dinner, I went up to my own room
as soon as I had finished tea, and sat on the hearthrug, and nursed my
sorrow where I could at least be warm.
It was about seven o’clock when Jane came up to say that Haidee was
worse, and was crying out for me.
“I think she is going to die, miss--I do indeed,” said kind little
Jane, sobbing. “They won’t let me in there; but I’ve been listening,
for Mr. Rayner’s away and Sarah’s out, and I don’t care not that for
Mrs. Rayner!”--and she snapped her fingers contemptuously. “I heard
Miss Haidee a-calling for you, miss; and I don’t believe she knows
what she’s saying, poor little dear, and they ought to send for a
doctor; but I don’t suppose they will. Sarah don’t care, and Mrs.
Rayner don’t dare--that’s about it, miss.”
And Jane gave me a nod and an expressive look as I went out of the
room with her. I knew that the servants, one and all, looked upon
their mistress as a poor-spirited thing, while they had some
admiration and a great deal of respect for their master. The few
orders she gave they fulfilled in a spirit of condescension or
neglected altogether, while a word from him acted like a spell upon
any one of them.
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