Thus, he having ordered that Mrs. Rayner, being an invalid, was not to
be disturbed by sweepings and dustings and noises in the passage
leading to her room, no member of the household ever dared to enter
the left wing but Sarah, who had entire charge of the long corridor,
bedroom, dressing-room, and store-room which it contained, although it
was shut out from the rest of the house merely by a heavy
baize-covered swing-door with only a bolt, which was seldom, I
believe, drawn in the daytime. So that Jane felt like a heroine after
having ventured on the other side of that door; and, when we came to
it, she stood looking first at it and then at me, as if to touch it
again were more than she dared.
“Oh, miss,” said she, as I stepped forward to go through, “suppose Mr.
Rayner was in there?”
“But Mr. Rayner is in London,” returned I, laughing.
“Ah, yes, miss! But he do come back that sudden sometimes he might be
a ghost. Of course it’s all right for you, miss; but, if he was to
know I’d been in there, oh, miss, I should die o’ fright! When he’s
angry, he just speaks fit to cut yer head off.”
I laughed at Jane’s fears, and pushed open the door, not without
difficulty, for it was very heavy, and, Jane’s courage having
evaporated, she dared not help me. My teeth chattered as I went
through this passage, it was so cold; and what was my surprise to
find, when I got to the end, that the window had been left open on
this chilly and wet October evening! I took the liberty of shutting
it, and, returning to the dressing-room door, I tapped softly at it. I
could hear Haidee’s voice, but I could not hear what she said, and
Mrs. Rayner sobbing and calling her by name. I went in softly, and
with a shriek the mother started up from her knees; she had been on
the floor beside the bed. Haidee knew me, though her cheeks were
flushed and her eyes bright with fever, and she wandered in her talk.
I sat on the bed and tried to make her lie down and keep the clothes
over her, for the room was as cold as the corridor. Mrs. Rayner was
clinging to the rail at the bottom of the little bed and watching me
with eyes as glittering as the child’s. I felt just a little tremor of
fear. Had I trusted myself alone with a sick child and a madwoman on
the verge of an outbreak of fury? Her bosom heaved and her hands
clutched the rail tightly as she said--
“What right have you to come here? Are you not snug and warm upstairs
in your turret? Why must you come and exult over me? You were welcome
to my husband. Then you took my child. Can you not spare her to me now
she is dying?”
I had heard that one must always talk to mad people as if one thought
them sane; so I said--
“Not dying, Mrs. Rayner; don’t say that. I came down just to see if I
could be of any use. Why don’t you take her into your own room? It is
so cold in here. And wouldn’t it be better to send in for Doctor
Maitland? Oh, I forgot! He is away. But you might send Sam to
Beaconsburgh for Doctor Lowe.”
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