She began again in a lower voice, but in the same tone, and, from the
occasional words I heard--for I could not help listening--I gathered
that she was angry because some unknown “he” paid too much attention
to some unknown “her.” But I could guess who they were. Sarah, it was
well known in the house, had an admirer, a man some years younger than
herself, who lived a long way off--in London, I think I had heard it
said--and who paid her visits at irregular intervals. Mr. Rayner took
great interest in this love-affair, and derived much amusement from
it; he had somehow discovered that the admirer, whose name was Tom
Parkes, was inclined to pay more attention than was meet to the
kitchen-maid, Jane; and it was Mr. Rayner’s opinion that there would
be very little left of Jane if she encouraged the fickle swain’s
attentions.
So Sarah was giving vent to her jealousy in an earnest and intimate
conversation with her master’s guest. It seemed a very strange
proceeding. I knew that men in the position of gentlemen do treat
women of a lower class with more consideration than is necessary when
they are young and pretty; but Sarah’s face, which looked as if it was
worn and lined before its time with hard work and strong passions, was
more repellent than attractive, and I was glad I could not see it as I
heard her fierce words more plainly, and knew how her great black eyes
must be flashing and her mouth twitching, as they did whenever she was
annoyed.
“Look what I’ve done for him; think how I’ve worked for him!” she
said. “He would never be where he is now if it wasn’t for me. Does he
think his new fancy will plan for him and plot for him, and risk--”
“Hush, hush--don’t speak so loud! Where’s your old discretion, Sally?”
“Let him look for discretion in Miss Baby, with her round face and her
child’s eyes. Does he think he can make use of her? Nonsense! It wants
a woman that’s strong in her head and strong in her limbs to do the
work he wants done, and not a soft little chit like that!”
“Depend upon it, however useful she might be, he would never compare
her services with yours, Sally. He is only amusing himself with this
little simpleton,” the man said soothingly.
But she interrupted him in a tone of half-suppressed savagery that
made me shudder, out of her sight though I was.
“Amusing himself, do you say? Only amusing himself! Looking at her,
talking to her, not because he wants to make use of her, but because
he likes her, loves her”--she hissed--“as he has never loved any of
his poor tools, though they were handsomer a thousand times than this
wretched girl! If I thought that, if I really believed that, he’d find
me more than his match for once. I’d spoil her beauty for her, and for
him, if I hanged for it!”
Oh, what an awful woman! And all because poor little Jane was younger
and prettier than herself, and had had the misfortune--for it was
indeed a misfortune--to attract the attention of her unprincipled
lover!
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