Very soon after Sarah’s somewhat harsh and uncalled-for reproof of
my vanity I began to suffer a punishment for it. The country air,
which had brought unwonted roses to my cheeks while the weather was
fine and dry, affected me very differently when, in the first days of
September, the rain fell daily in a steady, continuous downpour that
soon swelled the river and turned part of the marsh from a swamp into
a stagnant unwholesome lake. The air round the house seemed never free
from mist; the pond overflowed and covered the bricks that had formed
the footstool of my nest; the lower part of the garden that touched
the marsh was a bog; the moss grew greener and thicker on the pillars
of the portico, the untrimmed ivy that clung round the house and made
it so beautiful dripped all day long, and bright green stains grew
broader and broader down the side of that wing of the house where Mr.
and Mrs. Rayner’s room was.
I often wondered why they slept there. I knew by the doors and windows
that the ground-floor of that wing contained two rooms, a large and a
small one. My own was in the same wing, but on the story above; and
over mine was a turret that looked out high above the trees, but which
was not used, so far as I knew. Haidee slept on the ground-floor in a
cot in the dressing-room next to her parents’ bedroom, I knew, while
the nursery and servants’ rooms and several spare-rooms were on the
upper story besides my own. Why did not Mr. and Mrs. Rayner make one
of these their own, and lift themselves out of the reeking damp which
must be poisonous to delicate Mrs. Rayner? Even I, who slept in the
upper story, soon began to lose my color and my appetite, and to feel
at first languid, and then really ill. I showed the change more
quickly than any one, being less used to the place; but little fragile
Haidee soon followed suit, and grew more wan and listless than ever,
until the lustre of her large blue eyes and the unhealthy flush that
began to burn in her thin little cheeks frightened me and drew me to
the child as her strange reserve had prevented my being drawn before.
She answered to the change in my manner as sensitive children do, and
one day, putting her little dry hand in mine, she said--
“You are getting thin and white too, like mamma and me. We’ll all go
away and be angels together, Miss Christie, now you have begun to love
me.”
I burst into tears; I had begun to love the fairy-like little creature
long before, if she had only known it. Now I took her up in my arms
and rested her flaxen head on my breast, and she said her lessons
there that day. And after that, without any more explanation or
comment, the sympathy between the child and me was perfect.
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