The House on the Moor, v. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The House on the Moor, v. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
That room, all its life, had never looked so homelike, and the reason
was not explainable; for, except in the heap of litter at one end of the
table, and the old man eating his luncheon hard by, there was
absolutely no change upon the apartment. That soldier's face,
weatherworn and brown, full of command yet full of tenderness, with
grizzled hair and moustache, and erect soldierly _pose_, was not by any
means a common-place countenance, or one which could have passed unnoted
anywhere; but it was not even that which made the charm. It was the
bright, pleased look which the Colonel, as he sat, lifted upon the girl
before him--the amused, kind, tender smile which went over all his face
like sunshine--the kindly, homely inclination towards her of that deaf
ear--the care he took to hear all she said--the interest and indulgent
regard with which he followed her movements and listened to her words.
There was no criticism in those kind eyes--they were eyes accustomed to
give a genial interpretation of everything--and the light of them
changed the aspect of this dismal room. It did not even look so dark or
so stifling--the very mahogany brightened, and hearty blazes awoke in
the once-smouldering fire. Everything seemed to have become aware,
somehow, that living human love and kindness, indulgence, tenderness
were there.
Yes, indulgence--though, to be sure, it is very bad to spoil our
children; but what would not one give, when one grows old, for that
dear, lost indulgence of our youth, which will never come back to
us--that consciousness that there is one at least who will see
everything we do in the best light, and put the kindest construction
upon our failings, and think us cleverer and better, and fairer and
pleasanter, than we are and can be! Youth cannot thrive at all without
this sunshine; but heaven help us, how it dies and disappears out of the
noon of life! Susan had never once felt it before--the feeling came upon
her, as she met her uncle's eyes, that she had never really lived
before--that she was only awaking to find out what she herself was, and
what were the people around her. Somehow the dawning of a happiness
unthought of brought with it the sudden revelation of miseries which had
not struck her in all her past experience. Fathers, it became visible to
her in a moment, were not all like her father--homes were different from
this home--even Uncle Edward's presents helped that enlightenment. These
pretty things were common to girls of her own age, and in ordinary use
among them. Her uncle was even puzzled that she should look at them as
she did, and think them so beautiful, so wonderful, so much "too fine
for _me_!" And as Susan came to comprehend this, between the pleasure
and the pain, her cheeks flushed, her young limbs trembled, her heart
beat loud with strange emotion. Even that excitement helped the effect
of Uncle Edward's kind face in the room. This very confusion and
commotion was life.
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