The House on the Moor, v. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The House on the Moor, v. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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imperfections of those it is interested in, he never exercised more
self-denial in his life than that which he showed during this walk, in
restraining an exhortation to his nephew in respect to his bearing and
deportment; while his kind imagination went to work directly, to
contrive expedients, and inducements, and hints for Horace's benefit, to
lead him to perceive his own deficiencies and adopt means to correct
them, without wounding his feelings or his pride.
While Colonel Sutherland occupied himself with these reflections,
Horace, totally unconscious of criticisms upon himself, which would have
stung his self-love deeply, pondered, in his turn, the best means of
bringing his uncle over to the length of helping him, by any means or in
any way, to escape from Marchmain. The most palpable mode of entering on
the subject--that of lamenting his father's want of hospitality--had
been made impracticable by Colonel Sutherland, who laid all the weight
of the arrangement upon his own convenience; and his simplicity and
straightforwardness made a sidelong approach to it equally out of the
question. Horace was compelled, accordingly, to bring in his subject all
at once, and without introduction. Colonel Sutherland, without meaning
it, said something half consciously about the dreary country, and his
nephew seized upon the chance.
"Dreary, indeed!--and nothing else do we see, uncle, from year's end to
year's end!" cried Horace. "Is it not enough to kill a man?--without a
human face to break it, either; and here am I, strong and young,
condemned to this life, and kept from any information--any advice--which
can direct me what to do. Uncle, you are the only friend I have been
able to see with freedom and confidence, and I am almost glad you don't
stay at Marchmain--for there is no freedom there. Tell me, I beg of you,
what can I do?"
"My dear boy!" cried the Colonel, grasping his nephew's hand in sudden
sympathy, and with a little gasp of earnest attention--"you take away
my breath. Solitude has not diminished your energy, at all events. Do?
Why, to be sure, a boy like you can do anything. We must look for an
opening, that is all--but you should have begun before now."
"My father," said Horace, with unconscious bitterness, "has stopped
that. I don't know anything about the world, except this paltry little
world here, of gamekeepers and poachers, and sporting farmers' sons--for
gentlemen, of course, don't associate with me. What are we,
uncle?--nobodies? I can't tell--my father keeps up habits which look
like the relics of a better time--and at the same time I know we're
poor; but _he_ throws no light upon our unhappy circumstances. _He_
keeps me shut up in this horrible house, till I think all sorts of
horrors: that he's a returned convict, or something like that--that our
name's a disgrace. What is it?--of course there must be some cause for
this seclusion--and you must know."
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