The House on the Moor, v. 3/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The House on the Moor, v. 3/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Without any awe, or indeed much interest--with the indifference of a man
absorbed in his own affairs, and the still more revolting carelessness
of one who had begun to play in his dark thoughts with other human
lives, and to find them obstacles in his way--Horace Scarsdale entered
the sick room of his employer. Mr. Stenhouse lay, huddled among his
pillows, in all the exhaustion of his terrible disease, shivering and
blue beneath the load of coverings with which his attendants vainly
endeavoured to restore vital warmth to his frame. He was not dying
_yet_--he had still force enough to retain the dismal, anxious look into
which that malady writhes and puckers the suffering face; but he had
reached to that condition of entire occupation with his own pangs,
which sometimes happily, sometimes miserably, beguiles the departing
soul out of the shrinkings of nature on the verge of death. The
appearance of Horace, recalling him from that absorbing consciousness of
pain, he perceived with all a sick man's impatience. He had got free of
his thoughts by means of those bodily tortures through which he had just
passed--and to feel himself brought back to the more delicate agony of
heart and conscience, seemed an infliction of wanton cruelty to the
sufferer. He turned aside his chilled and colourless face, and closed
his eyes on the unwelcome apparition of the man he had himself desired
to see. He did not desire to see him now, nor to return to the anxieties
of a living man in contemplation of death. He was no longer at a
sufficient distance from that event to be able to contemplate it. Almost
in the river, he would rather have forgotten what these dark waters
were, and be left at the present moment to himself and his pain.
But as Horace drew close to the bed, a little cry of impatience from
the sharp voice of little Edward, who was then being carried downstairs,
startled the father. He was still open to the touch of human love and
anxiety in that point. He opened his eyes instantly, and made a sign of
recognition to the young man standing beside him. "Go away, let them all
go--Mary, leave me," he said faintly; then louder, as Mrs. Stenhouse
lingered timidly--"leave me, do you hear; I have something to say to
him; go, I tell you, or it will be all the worse for your boy.
Scarsdale," continued the sick man, watching with his anxious eyes his
wife's figure disappearing, "come closer--no one is aware of it but
you--sit down here."
Horace obeyed, bringing his ear near to the wavering voice. He was not
sympathetic, and did not pretend it; he listened without a look or a
word of pity, and the sufferer's spirit rallied into its wonted
expression at the sight of his cold, business face.
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