I have discovered--but I had better begin at the beginning, and
tell you as accurately and circumstantially as possible how the
following facts became known to me, so that you may be better able
to judge of their value. Truth, after all, is no marble goddess,
unchangeable, immovable, but a very chameleon taking the colour of
her surroundings. A detached sentence, for instance, may mean
a hundred things according to the when, where, and how of its
utterance. But enough of apologies--_Qui s'excuse, s'accuse._
So here goes.
I spent the morning on our piazza, and as I lay there, listening to
the faint strains of familiar hymns which floated to me through the
open windows of our village church, I could not help thinking that
those peaceful sounds made a strange accompaniment to my gloomy and
distracted thoughts. I longed to see May and judge for myself how
things stood with her. I was therefore especially glad after the
service was over to see Mrs. Derwent turn in at our gate. She often
drops in on her way from church to chat a few minutes with my
mother. But I soon became convinced that the real object of her
visit to-day was to see me. Why, I could not guess. The dear lady,
usually so calm and dignified, positively fidgeted, and several
times forgot what she was saying, and remained for a minute or so
with her large eyes fastened silently upon me, till, noticing my
embarrassment, she recovered herself with a start and plunged into
a new topic of conversation. At last my mother, feeling herself _de
trop_, made some excuse, and went into the house. But even then
Mrs. Derwent did not immediately speak, but sat nervously clasping
and unclasping her long, narrow hands.
"Fred," she said at last, "I have known you ever since you were a
little boy, and as I am in great trouble I have come to you, hoping
that you will be able to help me."
"Dear Mrs. Derwent, you know there is nothing I would not do for
you and yours," I replied.
"It is May that I want to speak to you about; she is really very
ill, I fear."
"Indeed, I am sorry to hear it; what is the matter with her?"
"I don't know. She has not been herself for some time."
"So I hear. Do you know of any reason for her ill health?"
"She has not been exactly ill," she explained, "only out of sorts.
Yes, I'm afraid I do know why she has changed so lately."
"Really," I exclaimed, much interested.
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