The Huguenot: A Tale of the French Protestants. Volumes I-III — John Shaqi
The Huguenot: A Tale of the French Protestants. Volumes I-IIIJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Huguenot: A Tale of the French Protestants. Volumes I-III
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Huguenots -- Fiction
"I thank you, Louis," replied the Count; "I thank you from my heart;
but you might have spoken of him. My memory of my dead father is
something different from such things in general. It is the memory of
him, Louis, and not of my own loss; and, therefore, as every thought
of him is pleasing, satisfying, ennobling to my heart: as I can call
up every circumstance in which I have seen him placed, every word
which I have heard him speak, every action which I have seen him
perform, with pride, and pleasure, and advantage, I love to let my
thoughts rest upon the memories of his life; and though I can behold
him no more living, yet I may thus enable myself to dwell with him in
the past. We may be sure, Louis, that those who try to banish the
loved and the departed from their thoughts, and from their
conversation, have more selfishness in their love, have more
selfishness in their sorrow, than real affection or than real esteem.
The pangs which draw tears from us over the tomb may be permitted to
us as a weakness, not unenviable: a lapse of sorrow for the broken tie
and the loss of immediate communion, is also but a just tribute to
ourselves and to the gone. But those who really loved the dead, and
justly loved them, will cherish memory for their sakes; while those
whose love was weak, or not founded on esteem, or selfish, may well
give up a time to hopeless sorrow, and then banish the painful memory
from their mind for ever: but it shows either that there must have
been something wrong in the affection of the past, or a want of hope
in the eternal meeting of the future. No, no, Louis, I live with my
dead father every hour; I call to mind his looks, his words, his
gestures; and as I never think to meet a man who could speak one evil
word of him, I never fear to hear him mentioned, and to dwell upon his
name."
The Chevalier was silent for a moment, for the feelings of his
companion were too hallowed for a jest; but he replied immediately
after, "I believe you are quite right, Albert; but to banish all
serious themes, which you know do not suit me, my love of mystery,
which, as you well know, is a part of my nature, was quite sufficient
to prevent my mentioning the subject. I wonder I was fool enough to
let the whole secret out now. I should only have told you, by rights,
just enough to excite your curiosity, in order that I might then
disappoint you."
"As you have gone so far, however," replied the Count with a smile,
"you may as well tell the whole story at once, as it must be told,
sooner or later, I suppose."
"On my word, I do not know whether I can make up my mind to such
unusual frankness," answered the Chevalier: "I have already done quite
enough to lose my reputation. However, as you seem anxious----"
"Not in the least," answered the Count, "I am quite satisfied. I was
so before, and am so still, and shall be so if you resolutely maintain
your mystery, concluding that you have some good reason for doing so."
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