The Idle Thoughts of an Idle FellowJerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
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The Idle Thoughts of an Idle Fellow
Jerome, Jerome K. (Jerome Klapka)
English essays; English wit and humor
Ghosts! They are with us night and day. They walk beside us in the busy
street under the glare of the sun. They sit by us in the twilight at
home. We see their little faces looking from the windows of the old
school-house. We meet them in the woods and lanes where we shouted and
played as boys. Hark! cannot you hear their low laughter from behind the
blackberry-bushes and their distant whoops along the grassy glades?
Down here, through the quiet fields and by the wood, where the evening
shadows are lurking, winds the path where we used to watch for her at
sunset. Look, she is there now, in the dainty white frock we knew so
well, with the big bonnet dangling from her little hands and the sunny
brown hair all tangled. Five thousand miles away! Dead for all we know!
What of that? She is beside us now, and we can look into her laughing
eyes and hear her voice. She will vanish at the stile by the wood and we
shall be alone; and the shadows will creep out across the fields and the
night wind will sweep past moaning. Ghosts! they are always with us and
always will be while the sad old world keeps echoing to the sob of long
good-bys, while the cruel ships sail away across the great seas, and the
cold green earth lies heavy on the hearts of those we loved.
But, oh, ghosts, the world would be sadder still without you. Come to
us and speak to us, oh you ghosts of our old loves! Ghosts of playmates,
and of sweethearts, and old friends, of all you laughing boys and girls,
oh, come to us and be with us, for the world is very lonely, and new
friends and faces are not like the old, and we cannot love them, nay,
nor laugh with them as we have loved and laughed with you. And when we
walked together, oh, ghosts of our youth, the world was very gay and
bright; but now it has grown old and we are growing weary, and only you
can bring the brightness and the freshness back to us.
Memory is a rare ghost-raiser. Like a haunted house, its walls are
ever echoing to unseen feet. Through the broken casements we watch the
flitting shadows of the dead, and the saddest shadows of them all are
the shadows of our own dead selves.
Oh, those young bright faces, so full of truth and honor, of pure, good
thoughts, of noble longings, how reproachfully they look upon us with
their deep, clear eyes!
I fear they have good cause for their sorrow, poor lads. Lies and
cunning and disbelief have crept into our hearts since those preshaving
days--and we meant to be so great and good.
It is well we cannot see into the future. There are few boys of fourteen
who would not feel ashamed of themselves at forty.
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