"Miss Carlaw, what I am--about to say--may appear--I fear it must--in
the light of an impertinence. I know that I have no right to say
anything, no right to interfere; but I happen, lonely old fellow though
I am, to have a great affection for this child you have so generously
taken under your care." The captain paused for a moment and then swung
round and spoke almost fiercely, "In God's name, madam, what are you
making of him?"
"That's good," said Miss Carlaw, in a tone of approval. "I like a man
to come to the point and hit out straight. So you want to know what I'm
making of him, do you?" She started up from her chair, and advanced
toward the captain threateningly. "I'll tell you, sir. I'm making a
gentleman of him; I'm showing him what the world is like, and----"
"The worst side of the world, madam," said the captain, indignantly.
"It's good enough for me," she retorted.
"That may be; you are a woman of the world, and can choose for
yourself. This child is helpless; his fresh young mind can take in
everything he sees about him. You stand at the present moment as
everything to him--his benefactress, almost his goddess. What you do
must be right, simply because you do it. You told me just now that
you were training this boy to be a gentleman; I tell you, madam, you
are training him to be a blackguard, and probably worse, if there is
anything worse."
Miss Carlaw had stopped, and was listening intently. Her brows were
drawn down, but she nodded sternly as the captain finished speaking.
"Go on, sir," she said.
"I've known this boy, madam, since he was a baby--he's little more than
a baby now--and I've never found a sweeter, cleaner, purer soul on this
muddy old earth of ours yet. He turns naturally to sweet things, to
everything that has the sunlight and free air upon it; he's as clear as
crystal. Think of his age, madam! Is it an age when he should be mixing
with men and women--forgive the discourtesy, I beg of you--with men and
women not too choice in their conversation or their manners? Is it an
age when he should be gambling and tossing gold about at an hour when
he should be in bed? Believe me, I do not stand before you as a prig,
or as one who would have a word to say against anything in its proper
place or its proper season; you choose your own guests, and your choice
is doubtless a right one, for every man and every woman chooses in this
world according to his or her need. But with this boy--this baby--it's
different. His soul is in your hands, to do what you will with it. And
I say, frankly, madam, that you are doing with it badly."
She did not speak; she turned about, and went to her chair and sat down
in the same attitude as before, except that she rested her forehead on
her hands instead of her chin. After a pause the captain spoke again.
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