"I trust--I beg that you will forgive me if anything I have said
appears harsh. I am not used to women's ways, and have been but little
in their society, but I have spoken out of the depths of my heart. It
hurt me when the child left me, but I was glad, for his sake, and I
readily recognise the unstinted generosity you appear to display toward
him. But, madam, I entreat you to remember not only the child, but the
man who is growing up under your hands."
She sat for a long time in the same attitude, and when, presently, she
raised her head and spoke, he saw with contrition that her lips were
quivering; she even stretched one hand toward him for a moment, as
though to ask his pardon.
"You're a good man," she said, in a curiously altered voice. "And I
am--well, I'm a wicked old fool. I've been treating this child like
a toy, holding him before all my friends, that they might see what a
beautiful thing I had managed to secure. Friends, indeed!" she cried,
fiercely, getting up and beginning to pace about, "there isn't one of
them I care a brass farthing for; there isn't one of them I wouldn't
show the door to-morrow. Oh, you're right; you're very right, and I'm
a monster. I've been given this glorious thing from God, and I don't
even know how to take care of it. Captain, I'm sorry to think, from
what I know of the world, that there are very few men who would have
been brave enough to say what you have said to-night. But there's a
Providence in your coming--a Providence that set the boy longing to
see you. I--I am more glad than I can say that you came here. I've
been blind--blind in two senses--but I'll end it. By the Lord! I'll
make this boy what you say he should be; he sha'n't minister to my
whims any longer." She began to laugh, and shook her head at him
whimsically. "Oh, I like you; it's refreshing to meet a man like you
occasionally--you're precious rare. By George! you did more for the boy
than I did, and knew more about him--upon my word you did. Oh, I'll be
good to him, I'll be proud of him. I want--I want to think about all
this; and then I'll talk to you about what's best to be done for him.
Give me your hand. Will you promise to stay here a week at least--now,
I'll take no denial--a week at least? It'll make the boy happy, and
it'll do him good, and it'll take him away from me, which'll do him
good too."
"Then I won't stay," said the captain, with a smile.
"Very well then," she exclaimed, "we'll do what we can with him
together. Oh, you needn't be afraid; I haven't spoiled him yet. But
you've got to advise me what to do. It's evident, although it hurts me
to say it, that I'm no good at the game."
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