What could he say? Vainly he racked his brains. He must say something,
or the girl would believe him to be fool as well as knave. Ideas,
excuses, lies entered his mind, he put them aside instantly, as being
unworthy of him and of her, yet he must tell her—something.
“When—when I used your name, believe me, I had no idea that it was the
property of a living woman—”
“When you used my name? I don’t understand you!”
“I claimed that I was married to a Miss Joan Meredyth—”
“I still don’t understand you. You say you claimed that you were
married—are you married to anyone?”
“No!”
“Then—then—” Again the glorious flush came into her cheeks, but was
gone again, leaving her whiter, colder than before, only her eyes
seemed to burn with the fire of anger and contempt.
“I am beginning to understand, for some reason of your own, you used my
name, you informed Lady Linden that you—and I were—married?”
“Yes,” he said.
“And it was, of course, a vile lie, an insolent lie!” Her voice
quivered. “It has subjected me to humiliation and annoyance. I do not
think that a girl has ever been placed in such a false position as I
have been through your—cowardly lie.”
He had probably never known actual fear in his life, nor a sense of
shame such as he knew now. He had nothing to say, he wanted to explain,
yet could not, for Marjorie’s sake. If Lady Linden knew how she had
been deceived, she would naturally be furiously angry, and the brunt of
her anger would fall on Marjorie, and this must not be.
So, silent, unable to speak a word in self-defence, he stood listening,
shame-faced, while the girl spoke. Every word she uttered was cutting
and cruel, yet she shewed no temper. He could have borne with that.
“You probably knew of me, and knew that I was alone in the world with
no one to champion me. You knew that I was poor, Mr. Alston, and so a
fit butt for your cowardly jest. My poverty has brought me into contact
with strange people, cads; but the worst, the cruellest, the lowest of
all is yourself! I had hoped to have found rest and refuge here for a
little time, but you have driven me out. Oh, I did not believe that
anything so despicable, so unmanly as you could exist. I do not know
why you have done this, perhaps it is your idea of humour.”
“Believe me—” he stammered, yet could say no more; and then a sense of
anger, of outraged honesty, came to him. Of course he had been foolish,
yet he had been misled. To hear this girl speak, one would think that
he had deliberately set to work to annoy and insult her, she of whose
existence he had not even known.
“My poverty,” she said, and flung her head back as she spoke, “has made
me the butt, the object for the insolence and insult of men like
yourself, men who would not dare insult a girl who had friends to
protect her.”
“You are ungenerous!” he said hotly.
She seemed to start a little. She looked at him, and her beautiful eyes
narrowed. Then, without another word, she turned towards the door.
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