“I see,” Helen said. “I shall be glad to go there for a time you know;
it’s Alfred’s country.”
“I remembered that.”
“John Everard is living at Buddesby with his sister Constance. They are
two of the dearest people—the children, you know, of Alfred’s brother
Matthew.”
“Yes—yes, to be sure,” said the old gentleman, who was not in the
slightest degree interested.
“And they will be nice for your Joan Meredyth to know,” said Mrs.
Everard.
“That’s it, that’s it! Take her about; let her see people, young
people. Make her enjoy herself, and forget the past. I don’t know what
the past held. Joan is not one to make confidants; but I fancy that her
past, poor child, has held more suffering than she cares to talk about.
So try and make her forget it. Get the Everards over from Buddesby, or
take her there; let her see people. But you know, you know, my dear.
You’re a capable woman!”
Yes, she was a capable woman, far more capable than even General
Bartholomew realised. Clever and capable, kindly and generous of
nature, and the girl interested her. It was only interest at first.
Joan was not one to invite a warm affection in another woman at the
outset. Her manner was too cold, too uninviting, and yet there was
nothing repellent about it. It was as if, wounded by contact with the
world, she had withdrawn behind her own defences. She, who had suffered
insult and indignity, looked on all the world with suspicious, shy
eyes.
“I will break down her reserve. I think she is lovable and sweet when
once one can force her to throw aside this mask,” Helen Everard
thought.
So they had come to Starden together.
Joan had said little when she had first looked over the place; but
Helen, watching her, saw a tinge of colour come into her cheeks, and
her breast rise and fall quickly, which proved that Joan was by no
means so unmoved as she would appear.
It was her home, the home of her people. It was to-day almost as it had
been a hundred years ago, and a hundred years before that, and even a
hundred years earlier still.
The low-pitched, old-fashioned rooms, with the mullioned windows, the
deep embrasures, the great open, stone-slabbed hearths, with their
andirons and dog-grates, the walls panelled with carved linen-fold oak,
darkened by age alone and polished to a dull, glossy glow by hands that
would work no more.
Through these rooms, each redolent of the past, each breathing of a
kindly, comfortable home-life, the girl went, looking about her with
eyes that saw everything and yet seemed to see nothing.
“You like it, dear?” Helen asked.
“It is all wonderful, beautiful!” Joan said, and yet she spoke with a
touch of sadness in her voice.... “How—how lonely one might be here!”
she added.
“You—you must not think of loneliness; you will never be lonely, my
dear. If you are, it will be of your own choice!”
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