The Impending Sword: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 3)Yates, Edmund
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The Impending Sword: A Novel (Vol. 1 of 3)
Yates, Edmund
Fiction
'Yes, my friend. Women like you insist upon pushing everything to its
extreme verge; because I am not the soul of honour, I must be a mere
villain; because I love you, I must, in every other sense and way, be
false to my friendship with your husband--a weak notion, a shallow
judgment! Accept my assurance that you are mistaken, and let me go on.
A total breach between us will only make Alston suspicious and
unhappy, and, perhaps, morose. He is the sort of man to suspect that a
cool man like me does not make love to a married woman without
something like encouragement; another case of a weak notion and a
shallow judgment. But I will relieve you of my presence. I will
abandon the charge laid upon me by Griswold, which you so much resent,
and he may never know it, until time shall have changed everything,
enabled me to meet you with indifference, which has hitherto been
impossible, and you to conquer your repugnance.'
In the evenness of his speech there was something artificial, which
might have warned her had the temptation to snatch at the relief in
his words been one whit less strong. But she heard no warning, only a
blessed promise; only an indication that the cloud which had fallen
upon her might be made to pass away, and leave a better and surer
brightness than ever behind it.
'I will forgive, I will forget everything,' she said eagerly, and with
a bright and beautiful blush, 'if you will go away and leave me; if
you will never attempt to see me during Alston's absence. If I may be
quite sure of that, and calculate upon it, I will never mention
anything to him. It would be an awful pain to me to do so; it is an
immense relief that you do not force me to tell it. I will send my
letters through you; I will ask you no question, if you will promise
me, when you pass that door to-day, I shall see you no more until
Alston has returned!'
'And I have come to my senses. The terms are hard, but I accept them.
Only you forget, Mrs. Griswold, that you are exacting a very difficult
thing from me; the relinquishment of my business, the placing it in
the hands of other people, for at least the same term as that of
Griswold's absence.'
'Why, would you leave New York?'
'How could I remain in New York and never come here, break through all
my former habits, and neglect every recognition of Griswold, without
being suspected of a motive; and from the suspicion of a motive to the
discovery of its nature the interval is very, very short. No, I must
leave New York, where lots of men know how I stand with Griswold, and
have been seriously supposed to stand with you. I will do so; but in
your turn you must promise me, in addition to your forgiveness,
absolute silence towards Griswold.'
'Of course,' said Helen impatiently. 'I only care that he may never
have the pain of knowing.'
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