The Impending Sword: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 3) — John Shaqi
The Impending Sword: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 3)Yates, Edmund
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The Impending Sword: A Novel (Vol. 2 of 3)
Yates, Edmund
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would be if he did turn into a great man, and it was all your
doing--for so it would be! No man could work without tools; you have
put his into his hand. Do you know even I had no notion how hopeless
he was, how severely he felt the restriction of poverty, and that
narrow sphere from which there seemed no chance of escape, until you
opened the barrier with the golden key? I suppose I understand most
things better now; and though I always felt very much for him, and had
a dim notion that he was a case of what I have heard you call 'wasted
force,' I have only come to see it clearly since he has been talking
to me.
How earnestly I thank you for all your goodness to my old friend! It
seems, he says, the most absurd of all possible ideas that he could
ever be able to express his feelings otherwise than by, or even by,
words. There is small chance that he should ever be able to prove his
gratitude or repay his obligation to you--not that he ever wishes it
ever to be repaid; I do believe him to be one of those few noble men
who can bear obligation nobly; but should the opportunity ever come,
he would snatch at it gladly. He said a great deal to me which I feel
I cannot repeat, partly because he would not like it, and partly
because you could not bear it. I never met any one who can so ill
endure to be thanked as you, my dear Alston. I have seen you carry
that sometimes to an almost ungracious extent. So when Thornton meets
you he will not try to thank you--he will leave that to me; you will
accept the substitute, won't you?
We had one more laugh, he and I, before I had to send him away, in
order that I might get time just to finish this. It was over our
recollections of the time when we took great delight in the fable of
the Lion and the Mouse. He and I differed in opinion in those days--he
wanted to be the lion, I preferred being the mouse; we agreed just now
that Fate had turned us both into mice, and put the kindest of lions
in our way. May God keep him from any net, or any need of nibblers!
Of course I am looking out very anxiously for all sorts of details
about your daily life. I should like to know that you are exceedingly
comfortable, very well looked after, and enjoying yourself when you
are not immersed in business; but I don't think I want to hear that
you like London very much, that you find the time flies, and that your
quarters are sufficiently snug to prevent your remembering home very
constantly, and missing me at every turn. This is not small-minded, is
it? And even if it were, you would not care, Alston, for it has
nothing to do with my mind, but everything to do with my heart. I do
not say, for my own part,
'There is na luck about the house,'
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