The Independence of ClaireVaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
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The Independence of Claire
Vaizey, George de Horne, Mrs.
Love stories; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"That's fatal! I tried it myself one summer. Went with a family to the
seaside, and was expected to play games with the children all day long,
and coach them in the evening. I began the term tired out, and nearly
collapsed before the end. Teaching is nerve-racking work, and if you
don't get a good spell off, it's as bad for the pupils as yourself. You
snap their heads off for the smallest trifle. Besides, it's folly to
wear oneself out any sooner than one need. It's bad enough to think of
the time when one has to retire. That's the nightmare which haunts us
more and more every year."
"Don't you think when the time comes you will be _glad_ to rest?" asked
innocent Claire, whereupon Miss Rhodes glared at her with indignant
eyes.
"We should be glad to rest, no doubt, but we don't exactly appreciate
the prospect of resting in the workhouse, and it's difficult to see
where else some of us are to go! There is no pension for High School-
mistresses, and we are bound to retire at fifty-five--if we can manage
to stick it out so long. Fifty-five seems a long way off to you--not
quite so long to me; when you reach forty it becomes to feel quite near.
Women are horribly long-lived, so the probability is that we'll live on
to eighty or more. Twenty-five years after leaving off work,
and--_where is the money to come from to keep us_? That's the question
which haunts us all when we look into our bank-books and find that, with
all our pains, we have only been able to save at the utmost two or three
hundred pounds."
Claire looked scared, but she recovered her composure with a swiftness
which her companion had no difficulty in understanding. She pounced
upon her with lightning swiftness.
"Ah, you think you'll get married, and escape that way! We all do when
we're new, and pretty, and ignorant of the life. But it's fifty to one,
my dear, that you _won't_? You won't meet many men, for one thing; and
if you do, they don't like school-mistresses."
"Doesn't that depend a good deal on the kind of school-mistress?"
"Absolutely; but after a few years we are all more or less alike. We
don't _begin_ by being dowdy and angular, and dogmatic and prudish; we
begin by being pretty and cheerful like you. I used to change my blouse
every evening, and put on silk stockings."
"Don't you now?"
"I do _not_! Why should I, to sit over a lodging-house table correcting
exercises till ten o'clock? It's not worth the trouble. Besides, I'm
too tired, and it wears out another blouse."
Claire's attention was diverted from clothes by the shock of the
reference to evening work. She had looked forward to coming home to
read an interesting book, or be lazy in whatever fashion appealed to her
most, and the corrections of exercises seemed of all things the most
dull.
"Shall I have evening work, too?" she inquired blankly, and Miss Rhodes
laughed with brutal enjoyment.
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