The Indian Lily and Other StoriesSudermann, Hermann
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The Indian Lily and Other Stories
Sudermann, Hermann
Short stories, German -- Translations into English; Sudermann, Hermann, 1857-1928 -- Translations into English
And again the years pass by.
It was on an evening during the carnival season and the world, that
is, the world that begins with the baron and ends with the
stockjobber, floated upon waves of pleasure as bubbles of fat float on
the surface of soup.
Whoever did not wallow in the mire was sarcastically said not to be
able to sustain himself on his legs.
There were those among my friends who had not gone to bed till morning
for thirty days. Some of them slept only to the strains of a
world-famous virtuoso; others only in the cabs that took them from
dinner to supper.
Whenever three of them met, one complained of shattered nerves, the
second of catarrh of the stomach, the third of both.
That was the pace of our amusement.
Of mine, too.
It was nearly one o'clock in the morning. I sat in a _cafe_, that
famous _cafe_ which unacknowleged geniuses affirm to be the very
centre of all intellectual life. No spot on earth is said to have so
fruitful an effect upon one's genius. Yet, strangely enough, however
eager for inspiration I might lounge about its red upholstery, however
ardently aglow for inspiration I might drink expensive champagnes
there, yet the supreme, immense, all-liberating thought did not come.
Nor would that thought come to me to-day. Less than ever, in fact. Red
circles danced before my eyes and in my veins hammered the throbs of
fever. It wasn't surprising. For I, too, could scarcely remember to
have slept recently. It is an effort to raise my lids. The hand that
would stroke the hair with the gesture of genius--alas, how thin the
hair is getting--sinks down in nerveless weakness.
But I may not go home. Mrs. Elsbeth--we bachelors call her so when her
husband is not by--Mrs. Elsbeth has ordered me to be here.... She
intended to drop in at midnight on her return from dinner with her
husband. The purpose of her coming is to discuss with me the surprises
which I am to think up for her magic festival.
She is exacting enough, the sweet little woman, but the world has it
that I love her. And in order to let the world be in the right a man
is not averse to making a fool of herself.
The stream of humanity eddies about me. Like endless chains rotating
in different directions, thus seem the two lines of those who enter
and those who depart. There are dandies in coquettish furs, their silk
hats low on their foreheads, their canes held vertically in their
pockets. There are fashionable ladies in white silk opera cloaks set
with ermine, their eyes peering from behind Spanish veils in proud
curiosity. And all are illuminated by the spirit of festivity.
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