So this man who has confronted the greatest realities of life, enabled
to view them with the same objective detachment with which God sees
them, though without the divine knowledge which transmutes their
darkness, comes to learn that we carry all heaven and hell within
ourselves, and with a relentless insight, almost Lucretian in its
desperate intensity, he cries: "We are divinely alone, the heavens
have fallen on our heads." And he adds: "Here they will pass again,
day after day, year after year, all the prisoners of rooms will pass in
their kind of eternity. In the twilight when everything fades, they
will sit down near the light, in the room full of haloes; they will
drag themselves to the window's void. Their mouths will join and they
will grow tender. They will exchange a first or a last useless glance.
They will open their arms, they will caress each other. They will love
life and be afraid to disappear....
"I have heard the annunciation of whatever finer things are to come.
Through me has passed, without staying me in my course, the Word which
does not lie, and which said over again, will satisfy."
Truly a great and pitiless book, but there is a cleansing wind running
through it, which sweeps away life's illusions, and leaves a new hope
for the future in our hearts.
EDWARD J. O'BRIEN.
BASS RIVER, MASS.,
July, 10, 1918.
CHAPTER I
The landlady, Madame Lemercier, left me alone in my room, after a short
speech impressing upon me all the material and moral advantages of the
Lemercier boarding-house.
I stopped in front of the glass, in the middle of the room in which I
was going to live for a while. I looked round the room and then at
myself.
The room was grey and had a dusty smell. I saw two chairs, one of
which held my valise, two narrow-backed armchairs with smeary
upholstery, a table with a piece of green felt set into the top, and an
oriental carpet with an arabesque pattern that fairly leaped to the
eye.
This particular room I had never seen before, but, oh, how familiar it
all was--that bed of imitation mahogany, that frigid toilet table, that
inevitable arrangement of the furniture, that emptiness within those
four walls.
The room was worn with use, as if an infinite number of people had
occupied it. The carpet was frayed from the door to the window--a path
trodden by a host of feet from day to day. The moulding, which I could
reach with my hands, was out of line and cracked, and the marble
mantelpiece had lost its sharp edges. Human contact wears things out
with disheartening slowness.
Things tarnish, too. Little by little, the ceiling had darkened like a
stormy sky. The places on the whitish woodwork and the pink wallpaper
that had been touched oftenest had become smudgy--the edge of the door,
the paint around the lock of the closet and the wall alongside the
window where one pulls the curtain cords. A whole world of human
beings had passed here like smoke, leaving nothing white but the
window.
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