The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. II.Bird, Robert Montgomery
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The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. II.
Bird, Robert Montgomery
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
Late in the afternoon, and when the mists were thickest, and the hues of
the fields most mournful, a single individual passed from that gate at
which Juan Lerma, eight or nine weeks before, had terminated the first
chapter of his exile. A friar's cassock and cowl enveloped his whole
form, yet the dullest eye would have detected in the vigour and
impetuosity of his step, the presence of passions which could not belong
to the holy profession. His eye was fixed upon a shadowy figure, almost
lost among the mists, that went staggering along, as if upon a course
not yet defined, or over paths difficult to be traced; and while he was
obviously watching and pursuing the retreating shape, it seemed to be
with a confidence that feared not the observation of the fugitive. Thus,
when the figure paused, he arrested his steps, and resumed them only
when they were resumed by the other; and, in this manner, he followed
onwards, with little precaution, until Tezcuco was left far behind,
hidden in the fog. As he moved, he muttered many expressions, indicative
of a deeply disturbed and even remorseful mind.
"All this have _I_ done," he exclaimed, bitterly, and almost wildly.
"Mine own sin, though black as the soot of perdition, is stained a
triple dye by the malefactions it has caused in others--_Mea culpa, mea
culpa, mea maxima culpa!_ Cursed avarice! cursed ambition! There _is_ a
retribution that follows us even to the grave; sin is punished with
sin,--the first fault lays fire to the train of our vices, and in their
explosions we are further stained,--punished, destroyed. That sin! and
what has come of it? Where is the gain to balance it? Cajoled by the
demon that seduced me, cheated and flung aside--suspected, degraded,
demoralized--a wanderer, a villain, a cur--the friend of rogues, and
myself their fittest fellow--Heaven is strong, and justice
oppressive.--_Munda cor meum ac labia mea!_ for I blaspheme!"
Thus muttered the distracted Camarga, for it was he who gave vent to
such troubled expressions. Some of these were uttered so loudly, that
they seemed to reach the ear of the fugitive, who turned round, looked
back for a moment, and then diving into a misty hollow, was for a short
time concealed from his eyes.
"Ay,--fly, fly!" he muttered, gnashing his teeth; "fly, wretch, fly! But
wert thou fleeter than the mountain-deer, thou couldst not escape the
fiend that is already tearing at thy vitals. Fling thyself into the
lake, too, and after death, open thine eyes upon a phantom of horror,
that will sit before thee for ever!"
Then pursuing with greater activity, he again caught sight of the
fugitive, who was ascending the little promontory of the cypress-tree,
on which Juan Lerma had first beheld the faces of his countrymen.
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