He placed the things in the locker and walked away casually. He sat on
the corner of a seat in one of the alcoves. He rummaged in the pockets
of his dungarees and collected several minute scraps of cigarettes. He
carefully unrolled the scraps, collecting all the tobacco in the palm
of his right hand. Then he begged a cigarette paper from an old man
who sat beside him. The old man had none and said so with an angry
curse. Gypo wrinkled his forehead and sniffed as if he were smelling
the old man. Then he turned to a young man who passed and requested a
cigarette paper. The young man halted and supplied one grudgingly.
Gypo took the paper in silence, without a word or a nod of thanks. He
rolled his cigarette and lit it at the gas jet. Then he sat down
again, crossed his legs, let his body go limp and began to smoke.
His ears seemed to stick out very far, as he lay back limply in the
seat, in the half-darkness of the corridor.
For a minute the odour and the taste of the tobacco held him in a
state of enjoyment. He did not think either of the fact that he had no
bed for the night or of his meeting with McPhillip. Then gradually his
forehead began to wrinkle and furrow. His little tufted eyebrows began
to twitch. When he pulled at his cigarette his face was enshrouded in
a bright glow and the humps on his face stood out, glistening and
smooth. He began to shift about in his seat. First he uncrossed his
legs. Then he crossed them again. He began to tap his knee with his
right hand. He sighed. His cigarette wore out until it was burning his
lips without his becoming aware of the fact. Then he spluttered it out
of his mouth on to his chest and he jumped to his feet.
He stood looking at the ground with his hands deep in his trousers
pockets. He seemed to be deep in thought, but he was not thinking. At
least there was no concrete idea fixed in his mind. Two facts rumbled
about in his brain, making that loud primeval noise, which is the
beginning of thought and which tired people experience when the jaded
brain has spun out the last threads of its energy. There were two
facts in his brain. First, the fact of his meeting with McPhillip.
Second, the fact of his having no money to buy a bed for the night.
These two facts stood together in an amorphous mass. But he could not
summon up courage to tackle them and place them in proper
juxtaposition and reason out their relationship. He just stood looking
at the ground.
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