He walked quickly along a narrow passage into a dark lane. The lane
was empty. So it appeared at first. But as Gypo stood hidden in the
doorway of an old empty house, piercing the darkness with wild eyes,
he heard a footstep. The footstep made him start. It was the first
human footstep he had heard, the first sound of his fellow human
beings, since he had become an informer and . . . and an outcast.
Immediately he felt that the footstep was menacing, as if he were
certain that it belonged to somebody that was tracking him. How
strange! Within the course of ninety minutes the customary sound of a
human footstep had, by some evil miracle, become menacing. Ninety
minutes ago, his ears would not have challenged the sound of a human
footstep, no more than they would have challenged the sound of the
breath coming normally from his lungs. But now they pricked into
attention at the trudging shuffle that approached from the left. His
heart began to pant.
Of course it was nobody of consequence. It was only a ragged old woman
of ill fame, with a debauched face and melancholy eyes. She paused
drunkenly in front of him, muttering something unintelligible. Then
she bared her ragged teeth. She spat and passed on without speaking.
Was it an omen? Gypo did not notice that it was. He merely listened to
the sound of her footsteps, splashing carelessly through the pools.
Then he looked ahead of him furtively and moved off with the careful
listening, stooping movement of a man wandering alone at night in a
forest gorge where lions are about. He turned a corner and came face
to face with a blaze of light and a street with shops and crowds of
people going about. At first he shuddered with fear. Then he swore and
drew in a deep breath. What had he to fear? He knew the street well.
Who was going to interfere with him? His giant fists clawed up, like
talons enraged, and the muscles of his throat and shoulders stiffened.
He imagined himself throttling these enemies who might be inclined to
assault him. He felt comforted, reminded by this pressure of his
muscles, of his enormous strength. He settled his little round hat
jauntily on the back of his head. He stuck his hands in his trousers
pockets. He swung his legs and rolled like a sailor out of the lane,
arrogantly, into the glare of the street.
At the same slow, swinging, rolling gait, he crossed the street
through the traffic without pausing, without stepping aside, without
looking to the right or to the left. Motor-cars, carts, bicycles and
wagons swerved to avoid him. He went through them without looking at
them, like a great monster walking through a cloud of ants, that are
carrying on their futile and infinitesimal labours about his feet.
They turned towards him to curse, but those that saw his face gaped
and passed into the night with the curse unuttered. His face, with the
humps on it shining in the glare of the lamps, was like a subtle mask.
It was so . . . so dead.
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