“Why, what’s the matter with ye, kiddo?” she asked arrogantly,
encouraged by the gin. “Why shouldn’t I knock around here if I want
to. I’m not employed by a charitable institution at so much an hour to
keep out o’ yer honour’s way, ha, ha, when it’s yer lordship’s
pleasure to come into this pub. There’s no law agin me comin’ around
this part o’ the city at this hour, is there?” She worked herself into
a fit of anger gradually as she spoke. She had an idea that Gypo was
concealing something important from her and that her arrival at that
moment gave her some power over him. That peculiar intuition of the
slum woman could pierce the surface of Gypo’s embarrassment, but
without being able to probe into the real nature of it. She pushed
back her coat with her left hand and put the back of her hand against
her reddish frayed blouse below the heart. How slight her breasts
were!
“Now Katie—” began Gypo.
But she interrupted him immediately. She had been only waiting for him
to begin to speak in order to interrupt him. She was quite happy when
given the opportunity of a “barge” of this description.
“Go on with ye,” she cried, “pug nose! I know ye, Ya. You’re bum all
right. Yer all right as long as ye get nothin’. But as soon as ye can
smell yersel’ after a good meal an’ there a gingle in yer rags, ye
stick yer nose into the air an’ ye know nobody. D’ye know what I’m
goin’ to tell ye, Gypo? D’ye know what I’m goin’ to tell ye? Yer a
mane, lyin’, deceitful twister an’ I got yer measure from now on.
Don’t look for nothin’ from me from now on, my fine bucko. No then;
’twill be little use for ye.”
Gypo became nervous and shifted his huge body. He wanted to let his
left hand fly out and hit her in the jaw. One slight blow would make
her senseless. But he had never struck a woman, owing to some obscure
prejudice or other. Still, he was terribly tired of her. Now that he
had this money on his person, without as yet having decided what to do
with it, he wanted to be free from her.
“You shut up,” he cried angrily, “or I’ll fix ye. Haven’t I given ye a
drink?” Then he added half-heartedly: “D’ye want another drink?”
Katie was still staring at him. Suddenly a change came over her.
Something suggested itself to her peculiar reason and she changed her
attitude.
“Don’t mind what I said now, Gypo,” she continued in a low mournful
voice, looking at the ground with hanging lower lip, like a person
overwhelmed and utterly defeated by some persistent calamity. “God
Almighty, the world is so hard that a person loses her mind
altogether. Misery, misery, misery an’ nothin’ but misery. You’re as
bad off as mesel’, Gypo, so ye know what I mane. No man has pity on
us. Every hand is agin us because we have got nothin’. Why is that,
will ye tell me, Gypo? Is God Himself agin us too? Ha, ha, o’ course
we were both of us Communists and members o’ the Revolutionary
Organization, so we know there’s no God. But supposin’ there was a
God, what the hell is He doin’——”
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