The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“And suppose you have,” said Hildegarde, folding her hands together and
looking Hamilton steadily in the face; “suppose, even, you have heard
all that can be said against him, what does it amount to? Failings,
faults, if you will, which, as he himself said this evening, every young
man has been guilty of——Have you, yourself, been so immaculate that you
feel authorised to judge him?”
Hamilton blushed deeply, but did not answer.
“I know,” continued Hildegarde, with increased warmth, “I know you think
yourself superior to other people, but your present confusion proves
that you have your weaknesses, too, with this difference, that you the
while pretend to be a pattern of perfection, and others honestly confess
their faults!”
“Oh, Hildegarde!” cried Crescenz, deprecatingly.
Hamilton crushed the card which he held in his hand, looked vexed, but
still did not attempt to speak.
“It is hard,” continued Hildegarde, more quietly, though her cheeks
flushed deeply, “it is hard to judge a young man like Oscar without
knowing the temptations to which he has been subjected.”
Hamilton still remained silent; he began once more to build a tower with
the cards.
“Do you not hear me?” she asked, impatiently.
“I am listening most attentively.”
“Then why don’t you say something?”
“Because a reply would only provoke another taunt on your part, and can
answer no purpose whatever?”
“I see—you think I have been hasty—I did not mean it—I am sorry if I
have offended you.”
Hamilton looked up and smiled, and Hildegarde continued—“We have so few
relations—so very few. Oscar is our _only_ cousin. I cannot tell you how
I felt to-day when he called me Hildegarde, and told me to consider him
a brother. You will think me romantic when I assure you that I
experienced an instantaneous prepossession in his favour, or rather a
sort of affection which I thought it quite impossible to feel for a
stranger! I suppose the recollection of my mother, faint though it be,
partly caused this feeling. At all events, I have found it impossible
not to think him the most amusing, clever—in short, the most fascinating
person I ever met.”
“Oh dear! How I should like to know him!” exclaimed Crescenz.
“Then he is so very accomplished!—speaks French so perfectly—and plays
the pianoforte as I have never heard it played. Fancy his being able to
compose for hours together without ever being at a loss! able to follow
all his thoughts, and express them beautifully in music! sometimes so
sad, so melancholy, then gay and passionate, according to the impulse.”
“I was not in the least aware that you cared for music,” said Hamilton,
interrupting her with a look of unfeigned surprise, “you play the
pianoforte so seldom, and——”
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