The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“And so badly,” said Hildegarde, interrupting him in her turn, “so
badly, that you concluded I must be incapable of appreciating good music
when I heard it? On the contrary, I am so sensitively alive to its
beauties that I cannot endure mediocrity, and beyond that I know I
should never arrive, when I take into consideration my want of time and
patience!”
“Of your want of patience you are the best judge—time you have enough,
if you want to employ it on music—for instance, you read enormously.
Were the hours which you devote to——”
“Ah, bah!” cried Hildegarde, impatiently; “why should I plague myself
studying music, which, after all, is half mechanical expertness most
difficult to acquire, when in reading I gain information and amuse
myself at the same time. If I could hope to play like Oscar, it would be
different, but nothing else would satisfy me.”
“Then you do not care for vocal music,” said Hamilton.
“I rather give it the preference; because one has words to direct the
thoughts; but then the voice is also an instrument—requires incessant
practice, and so—and so—but you know very well that I have no patience!”
“So I thought, until I discovered that you had learned English so
perfectly without an instructor; this proves that you have both patience
and perseverance.”
“But, then, think of the reward! a new and extensive literature!”
“And if you really liked music, would it not also have rewarded you?”
“I see you have got the best side of the argument; and I must therefore
suppose that I have no real talent for music. To appreciate Oscar’s
playing, however, only requires feeling—it is a sort of thing one never
could get tired of—something like the conversation of a person who talks
well. I only hope you may soon have an opportunity of judging for
yourself. I wish, too, you could hear him read aloud. I never imagined
anything like it. He read for Mademoiselle de Hoffmann and me, and we
both felt cold and warm alternately—it was too delightful!”
“What did he read?” asked Crescenz.
“Heine’s poems,” answered Hildegarde, drawing from her pocket a small
volume—“this is called the _Book of Songs_; and he has given it to me.
Shall I read you _The Dream_?”
“By all means,” said Hamilton.
Hildegarde began, her voice trembling from eagerness. She had, however,
scarcely read a couple of verses, when her mother entered the room, and
asked directly, “What have you got there, Hildegarde?”
“A book, mamma.”
“That is evident: but what book? You know I do not wish you to read
anything but French; and this is German, and poetry into the bargain—and
Count Raimund’s too!” she said, taking it out of Hildegarde’s unwilling
hand—“You see, Major, he has already begun with his books, just as you
told me. I dare say it is full of improprieties!”
“As well as I can recollect, you are mistaken,” said Hamilton. “Some of
the poems are beautiful, and all original, and full of talent.”
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