The Initials: A Story of Modern LifeTautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
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The Initials: A Story of Modern Life
Tautphoeus, Jemima Montgomery, Baroness
Bavaria (Germany) -- Fiction; British -- Germany -- Fiction; Love stories
“I know, I know,” he cried, interrupting her. “I saw them all in the
English Gardens—your chevalier Hamilton, too, galloping about like a
madman; and for this reason, my most dear and beautiful cousin, I have
come here now, hoping for once to see you alone. Do not look so alarmed,
I am only come to claim the advice which you promised to give me on the
most important event of my life.”
“Not now, not now,” said Hildegarde, glancing furtively towards the end
of the passage, where, in the shadow of his door, she distinguished
Hamilton’s figure leaning with folded arms against the wall; “some other
time, Oscar.”
“What other time? I never see you for a moment alone—even at the
Hoffmanns, although my good Marie is too rational to bore me with
useless jealousy, does not her deaf old mother watch every movement and
intercept every glance with her cold, grey, suspicious eyes? I sometimes
wish the old lady were blind instead of deaf, she would be infinitely
less troublesome.”
“Oh, Oscar!”
“Conceive my being doomed to live in the vicinity of such eyes, dearest
creature, and you will pity me, at least!”
“You are not in the least to be pitied—for the Hoffmanns are most
amiable,” said Hildegarde, hurriedly. “But now I expect you will leave
me.”
“Expect no such thing! On the contrary, I expect you will invite me to
enter this room,” he replied, advancing boldly towards her.
“If you enter that room,” said Hildegarde, sternly, “I shall leave you
there, and take refuge with Madame de Hoffmann, who, I know, is now at
home.”
“Don’t be angry, dearest, all places are alike to me where you are. All
places are alike to me where I may tell you without reserve that I love
you more than ever one cousin loved another.”
“The time is ill chosen for jesting, Oscar; I never felt less disposed
to enjoy anything of the kind than at this moment.”
“Indeed! then let me tell you seriously that I love you to distraction.”
“Oscar, even in jest I do not choose to hear such nonsense.”
“By heaven, I am not jesting.”
“Then, betrothed as you now are, your words are a crime.”
“Be it so; there is, however, no crime I should hesitate to commit were
you to be obtained by it. As to breaking my engagement with Marie, that
is a trifle not worth considering; but what am I likely to obtain by
doing so?”
“Dishonour,” said Hildegarde, firmly and calmly.
“Hildegarde,” he exclaimed, fiercely, “do not affect a coldness which
you cannot feel; do not drive me to madness. My love must not be trifled
with; it is of no rational every-day kind, but violent as my nature, and
desperate as my fortunes.”
“That is,” thought Hamilton, “exactly what she wished. If he continue in
this strain she will not shut the door in his face. But I have had
enough of this raving, and will no longer constrain her by my presence.”
He entered the room, and closed the door.
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