And therefore it is that this secret goodness of ours has never yet
passed through the silent portals of our soul. It lives within us like a
prisoner forbidden to approach the barred window of her cell. But
indeed, what matter though it do not approach? Enough that it be there.
Hide as it may, let it but raise its head, move a link of its chain or
open its hand, and the prison is illumined, the pressure of radiance
from within bursts open the iron barrier, and then, suddenly, there
yawns a gulf between words and beings, a gulf peopled with agitated
angels; silence falls over all: the eyes turn away for a moment and two
souls embrace tearfully on the threshold....
It is not a thing that comes from this earth of ours, and all
descriptions can be of no avail. They who would understand must have, in
themselves too, the same point of sensibility. If you have never in
your life felt the power of your invisible goodness, go no further; it
would be useless. But are there really any who have not felt this power,
and have the worst of us never been invisibly good? I know not: of so
many in this world does the aim seem to be the discouragement of the
divine in their soul. And yet there needs but one instant of respite for
the divine to spring up again, and even the wickedest are not
incessantly on their guard; and hence doubtless has it arisen that so
many of the wicked are good, unseen of all, whereas divers saints and
sages are not invisibly good....
More than once have I been the cause of suffering, he went on, even as
each being is the cause of suffering about him.
I have caused suffering because we are in a world where all is held
together by invisible threads, in a world where none are alone, and
where the gentlest gesture of love or kindliness may so often wound the
innocence by our side!--
I have caused suffering, too, because there are times when the best and
tenderest are impelled to seek I know not what part of themselves in the
grief of others. For, indeed, there are seeds that only spring up in our
soul beneath the rain of tears shed because of us, and none the less do
these seeds produce good flowers and salutary fruit. What would you? It
is no law of our making, and I know not whether I would dare to love the
man who had made no one weep.
Frequently, indeed, will the greatest suffering be caused by those
whose love is greatest, for a strange, timid, tender cruelty is most
often the anxious sister of love. On all sides does love search for the
proofs of love, and the first proofs--who is not prone to discover them
in the tears of the beloved?
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