Beauty is the only element wherewith the soul is organically connected,
and it has no other standard of judgment. This is brought home to us at
every moment of our life, and is no less evident to the man by whom
beauty may more than once have been denied than to him who is ever
seeking it in his heart. Should a day come when you stand in profoundest
need of another's sympathy, would you go to him who was wont to greet
the passage of beauty with a sneering smile? Would you go to him whose
shake of the head had sullied a generous action or a mere impulse that
was pure? Even though perhaps you had been of those who commended him,
you would none the less, when it was truth that knocked at your door,
turn to the man who had known how to prostrate himself and love. In its
very depths had your soul passed its judgment, and it is the silent and
unerring judgment that will rise to the surface, after thirty years
perhaps, and send you towards a sister who shall be more truly you than
you are yourself, for that she has been nearer to beauty.... There needs
but so little to encourage beauty in our soul; so little to awaken the
slumbering angels; or perhaps is there no need of awakening--it is
enough that we lull them not to sleep.
It requires more effort to fall, perhaps, than to rise.
Can we, without putting constraint upon ourselves, confine our thoughts
to everyday things at times when the sea stretches before us, and we are
face to face with the night? And what soul is there but knows that it
is ever confronting the sea, ever in presence of an eternal night?
Did we but dread beauty less it would come about that nought else in
life would be visible; for in reality it is beauty that underlies
everything, it is beauty alone that exists. There is no soul but is
conscious of this, none that is not in readiness; but where are those
that hide not their beauty? And yet must one of them "begin." Why not
dare to be the one to "begin." The others are all watching eagerly
around us like little children in front of a marvelous place. They press
upon the threshold, whispering to each other and peering through every
crevice, but there is not one who dares put his shoulder to the door.
They are all waiting for some grown-up person to come and fling it
open. But hardly ever does such a one pass by.
And yet what is needed to become the grown-up person for whom they lie
in wait? So little! The soul is not exacting. A thought that is almost
beautiful--a thought that you speak not, but that you cherish within you
at this moment, will irradiate you as though you were a transparent
vase. They will see it and their greeting to you will be very different
than had you been meditating how best to deceive your brother.
We are surprised when certain men tell us that they have never come
across real ugliness, that they cannot conceive that a soul can be base.
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