I know very well, now, that we ought to have been suspicious. What
meant the gleam and sparkle of her eyes, when all other eyes were
dull? What meant the parting of her lips and the smile which always
lay upon them, when no one else smiled at all? Why did she carry her
head erect, when the rest walked with hanging heads? Why, again, did
she sing, when no one else sang? Why did she move as if her limbs were
on springs, when all the rest went slowly and heavily? These signs
meant mischief. I took them for the natural accompaniments of youth.
They meant more than youth: they meant dangerous curiosity; they
meant--presently--Purpose. How should one of the People dare to have a
Purpose unknown to the Sacred College? You shall hear.
All that followed was, in fact, due to our own blindness. We should
long before have shut up every avenue which might lead the curious to
the study of the Past; we should have closed the Museum and the Library
altogether. We did not, because we lived in the supposition that the
more the old times were investigated, the more the people would be
satisfied with the Present. When, indeed, one looks at the pictures
of battle, murder, cruelty, and all kinds of passion; when one reads
the old books, full of foolishness which can only be excused on the
plea of a life too short to have a right comprehension of anything, it
is amazing that the scene does not strike the observer with a kind of
horror. When, which is seldom, I carry my own memory back to the old
times and see myself before I went to the Laboratory, boy-of-all-work
to a Brewery, ordered here and there, working all day long with no
other prospect than to be a servant for a short span of life and then
to die; when I remember the people among whom I lived, poor, starving,
dependent from day to day on the chance of work, or, at best, from
week to week; when I think of the misery from which these poor people
have been rescued, I cannot find within me a spark of sympathy for the
misguided wretches who voluntarily exchanged their calm and happy
Present for the tumult and anxiety of the Past. However, we are not all
reasonable, as you shall hear.
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