"If I could remember--if I had ever belonged to the Past," the girl
interrupted, quickly; "oh, I would remember every moment--I would
live every day of the old life over and over again. But I can do
nothing--nothing--but read of the splendid Past and look forward to
such a future as your own. Alas! why was I born at all, since I was
born into such a world as this? Why was I called into existence when
all the things of which I read every day have passed away? And what
remains in their place?"
"We have Life," said one of the men, but not confidently.
"Life! Yes--and what a life! Oh, what a life! Well, we waste time.
Listen now--and if you can, for once forget the present and recall the
past. Do not stay to think how great a gulf lies between; do not count
the years--indeed, you cannot. Whether they are one hundred or five
hundred they do not know, even at the Holy College itself. I am sure it
will make you happier--'twill console and comfort you--in this our life
of desperate monotony, only to remember--to recall--how you used to
live."
They answered with a look of blank bewilderment.
"It is so long ago--so long ago," said one of them again.
"Look around you. Here are all the things that used to be your own. Let
them help you to remember. Here are the arms that the men carried when
they went out to fight; here are the jewels that the women wore. Think
of your dress in the days when you were allowed to dress, and we did
not all wear frocks of gray beige, as if all women were exactly alike.
Will that not help?"
They looked about them helplessly. No, they did not yet remember; their
dull eyes were filled with a kind of anxious wonder, as might be seen
in one rudely awakened out of sleep. They looked at the things in the
great room, but that seemed to bring nothing back to their minds. The
Present was round them like a net which they could neither cut through
nor see through; it was a veil around them through which they could not
pass. It had been so long with them; it was so unchanging; for so long
they had had nothing to expect; for so long, therefore, they had not
cared to look back. The Holy College had produced, in fact, what it had
proposed and designed. The minds of the people had become quiescent.
And to think that so beautiful a state of things should be destroyed by
a girl--the only child in the Community!
"Will it help," said the girl, "if we turn down the light a little?
So. Now we are almost in darkness, but for the moonlight through the
window. In the old times, when you were children, I have read that
you loved to sit together and to tell stories. Let us tell each other
stories."
Nobody replied; but the young man called Jack took Christine's hand and
held it.
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