"Let us be," said the woman who had spoken first. "There can be no
change for us. Why disturb our minds? The Present is horrible. But we
have ceased to care much for anything: we do our day's work every
day--all the same hours of work; we wear the same dress--to every woman
the same dress; we eat and drink the same food--to every one the same;
we are happy because we have got all we can get, and we expect no more;
we never talk--why should we talk? When you laughed to-day it was like
an earthquake." Her words were strong, but her manner of speech was
a monotone. This way of speaking grows upon us; it is the easiest. I
watch the indications with interest. From rapid talk to slow talk; from
animated talk to monotony; the next step will be to silence absolute.
"There is no change for us," she repeated, "neither in summer nor in
winter. We have preserved our youth, but we have lost all the things
which the youthful used to desire. We thought to preserve our beauty;
what is the good of beauty with such a dress and such a life? Why
should we make ourselves miserable in remembering any of the things we
used to desire?"
"Oh," cried the girl, clasping her hands, "to me there is no pleasure
possible but in learning all about the Past. I read the old books, I
look at the old pictures, I play the old music, I sing the old songs;
but it is not enough. I know how you were dressed--not all alike in
gray beige frocks, but in lovely silk and beautiful embroidered stuffs.
I will show you presently how you dressed. I know how you danced and
played games and acted most beautiful plays, and I have read stories
about you; I know that you were always dissatisfied, and wanting
something or other. The stories are full of discontent; nobody ever
sits down satisfied except one pair. There is always one pair, and they
fall in Love--in Love," she repeated. "What is that, I wonder?" Then
she went on again: "They only want one thing then, and the story-books
are all about how they got it after wonderful adventures. There are no
adventures now. The books tell us all this, but I want more. I want to
know more: I want to see the old stories with my own eyes; I want to
see you in your old dresses, talking in your own old way. The books
cannot tell me how you talked and how you looked. I am sure it was not
as you talk now--because you never talk."
"There is no reason why we should talk. All the old desires have ceased
to be. We no longer want anything or expect anything."
"Come. I shall do my best to bring the Past back to you. First, I have
learned who you were. That is why I have called you together. In the
old times you all belonged to gentlefolk."
This announcement produced no effect at all. They listened with
lack-lustre looks. They had entirely forgotten that there were ever
such distinctions as gentle and simple.
"You will remember presently," said Christine, not discouraged. "I have
found out in the ancient Rolls your names and your families."
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