"Nay," said Jack; "it is the wife who is dead. The husband lives still.
See, he follows with tottering step. His grandchild leads him as you
lead your grandfather. And they are all weeping except him. Why does
he alone not weep? He has been married for fifty years and more; all
his life has been shared by the love and sympathy of the woman--the
dead woman. She is dead, my dear"--he repeated these words, taking the
girl's hands--"she is dead, and he sheds no tears. Why not? Look at
his face. Is it unhappy? Tell me, Christine, do you read the sorrow of
hopelessness in that old man's face?"
"No, no," she said. "He is grave, but he is not unhappy. Yet here is
Death, with all the terrible things that we read of in the books--the
deep pit, the body to be lowered in the grave--oh!"
She shuddered and turned her head.
"As I read his face," said Jack, "I see hope and consolation."
"Why is there a man in white?"
"I will tell you some time. Meanwhile, observe that the old man is
happy, though his wife is dead, and though he knows that to-morrow his
turn will come, and a grave will be dug for him beside his wife, and
he also will be laid among the cold clay-clods, as cold, as senseless
as them, there to lie while the great world rolls round and round. He
knows this, I say, and yet he is not unhappy."
"What does it mean, Jack?"
"I will tell you--soon."
"We who are sailors," this young man continued, "are not like the rest
of the world. We are always exposed to danger; we are not afraid to
speak of Death; and though we have taken advantage (as we thought) of
the Great Discovery, we have never forgotten the Past or the old ideas.
We have to think for ourselves, which makes us independent. There is
no Holy College on board ship, and no sacred Physician ventures his
precious life upon a rolling deck. When we come ashore, we look round
and see things. Then we go on board again and talk, in the night
watches below the stars. I think the Holy College would be pleased if
they could sometimes hear our talk. Christine, there is no happiness
left in the world except among those whom the Great Discovery cannot
save from the dangers of a storm. When you spoke to me my heart leaped
up, because I saw what as yet you do not see. The others were too
sluggish to remember, until you had dragged their thoughts into the old
channels; but there was no need to drag me; for I remember always, and
I only pretended until the others should come with me."
Christine heard only half of this, for she was looking at the picture
of the village funeral again.
"Oh, how could men be happy with such an end before them?" she cried.
"I cannot understand it. To be torn away, to be laid in a box, to be
put away deep underground, there to lie forever--oh!" She trembled
again. "And not to be unhappy!"
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