The inner life of Abraham Lincoln : $b Six months at the White HouseCarpenter, F. B. (Francis Bicknell)
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The inner life of Abraham Lincoln : $b Six months at the White House
Carpenter, F. B. (Francis Bicknell)
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Anecdotes; Presidents -- United States -- Anecdotes
I have thus revealed, step by step, the mental process by which the
picture of which I write came into being. Whether the story bears any
analogy to that by which the works of others have been produced, or the
composition conforms to established rules and precedents in art or not,
is to me a matter of indifference. I was true to my intuitions, and
endeavored to adhere as faithfully as practicable to the facts.
It is not my purpose to follow in detail the progress, thenceforward,
of the work. As the thread upon which are strung my memories of the
late President, allusions to it will be unavoidable throughout these
pages; but hereafter I intend that they shall be subordinate and
incidental to matters of more general interest. It is not too much
to say that the enthusiasm in which the work was conceived, flagged
not to the end. The days were too short for labor upon it. Lighting
at nightfall the great chandelier of the state dining-room, which was
finally assigned me for a studio instead of the library, where the
windows were shaded by the portico, the morning light frequently broke
in upon me still standing pencil or palette in hand, before the immense
canvas, unable to break the spell which bound me to it.
X.
“We will turn you in loose here,” proved an “open sesame” to me during
the subsequent months of my occupation at the White House. My access
to the official chamber was made nearly as free as that of the private
secretaries, unless special business was being transacted. Sometimes
a stranger, approaching the President with a low tone, would turn
an inquiring eye toward the place where I sat, absorbed frequently
in a pencil sketch of some object in the room. This would be met by
the hearty tones of Mr. Lincoln,--I can hear them yet ringing in my
ears,--“Oh, you need not mind him; he is but a painter.” There was
a satisfaction to me, differing from that of any other experience,
in simply sitting with him. Absorbed in his papers, he would become
unconscious of my presence, while I intently studied every line and
shade of expression in that furrowed face. In repose, it was the
saddest face I ever knew. There were days when I could scarcely look
into it without crying. During the first week of the battles of the
Wilderness he scarcely slept at all. Passing through the main hall of
the domestic apartment on one of these days, I met him, clad in a long
morning wrapper, pacing back and forth a narrow passage leading to one
of the windows, his hands behind him, great black rings under his eyes,
his head bent forward upon his breast,--altogether such a picture
of the effects of sorrow, care, and anxiety as would have melted the
hearts of the worst of his adversaries, who so mistakenly applied to
him the epithets of tyrant and usurper. With a sorrow almost divine,
he, too, could have said of the rebellious States, “How often would I
have gathered you together, even as a hen gathereth her chickens under
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