The Inside of the Cup — CompleteChurchill, Winston
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The Inside of the Cup — Complete
Churchill, Winston
Attitude change -- Fiction; Christian ethics -- Fiction; Christian life -- Fiction; Conscience -- Religious aspects -- Fiction
Of all the conversations he held, that with Mrs. Constable was perhaps
the most illuminating and distressing. As on that other occasion, when
he had gone to her, this visit was under the seal of confession, unknown
to her husband. And Hodder had been taken aback, on seeing her enter his
office, by the very tragedy in her face--the tragedy he had momentarily
beheld once before. He drew up a chair for her, and when she had sat
down she gazed at him some moments without speaking.
“I had to come,” she said; “there are some things I feel I must ask you.
For I have been very miserable since I heard you on Sunday.”
He nodded gently.
“I knew that you would change your views--become broader, greater. You
may remember that I predicted it.”
“Yes,” he said.
“I thought you would grow more liberal, less bigoted, if you will allow
me to say so. But I didn't anticipate--” she hesitated, and looked up at
him again.
“That I would take the extreme position I have taken,” he assisted her.
“Oh, Mr. Hodder,” she cried impulsively, “was it necessary to go so far?
and all at once. I am here not only because I am miserable, but I am
concerned on your account. You hurt me very much that day you came to
me, but you made me your friend. And I wonder if you really understand
the terrible, bitter feeling you have aroused, the powerful enemies you
have made by speaking so--so unreservedly?”
“I was prepared for it,” he answered. “Surely, Mrs. Constable, once I
have arrived at what I believe to be the truth, you would not have me
temporize?”
She gave him a wan smile.
“In one respect, at least, you have not changed,” she told him. “I am
afraid you are not the temporizing kind. But wasn't there,--mayn't there
still be a way to deal with this fearful situation? You have made it
very hard for us--for them. You have given them no loophole of escape.
And there are many, like me, who do not wish to see your career ruined,
Mr. Hodder.”
“Would you prefer,” he asked, “to see my soul destroyed? And your own?”
Her lips twitched.
“Isn't there any other way but that? Can't this transformation, which
you say is necessary and vital, come gradually? You carried me away as
I listened to you, I was not myself when I came out of the church. But
I have been thinking ever since. Consider my husband, Mr. Hodder,” her
voice faltered. “I shall not mince matters with you--I know you will not
pretend to misunderstand me. I have never seen him so upset since
since that time Gertrude was married. He is in a most cruel position.
I confessed to you once that Mr. Parr had made for us all the money we
possess. Everett is fond of you, but if he espouses your cause, on the
vestry, we shall be ruined.”
Hodder was greatly moved.
“It is not my cause, Mrs. Constable,” he said.
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