Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
With the exception of the old ladies in the close, no one but Barclay
had heard anything of Speid. Macquean received his wages from the
lawyer, and everything went on as it had done before Gilbert’s return,
now more than a year since. Business letters came to Barclay at
intervals, giving no address and containing no news of their writer,
which were answered by him to a mail office in Madrid. To any
communication which he made outside the matter in hand there was no
reply. Miss Hersey had written twice, and whatever she heard in return
from Speid she confided only to her sister. It was almost as though he
had never been among them. The little roan hack and the cabriolet with
the iron-gray mare were sold. As Wullie Nicol had said, he was ‘clean
awa’ now.’
Gilbert’s one thought, when he found himself again on Spanish soil, was
to obliterate each trace and remembrance of his life in Scotland, and
he set his face to Madrid. On arriving, he began to gather round him
everything which could help him to re-constitute life as it had been in
Mr. Speid’s days, and, though he could not get back the house in which
he had formerly lived, he settled not far from it with a couple of
Spanish servants and began to wonder what he should do with his time.
Nothing interested him, nothing held him. Old friends came flocking
round him and he forced himself to respond to their cordiality; but he
had no heart for them or their interests, for he had gone too far on
that journey from which no one ever returns the same, the road to the
knowledge of the strength of fate. Señor Gilbert was changed, said
everyone; it was that cold north which had done it. The only wonder was
that it had not killed him outright. And, after a time, they let him
alone.
Miss Hersey’s letters did not tell him much; she heeded little of what
took place outside her own house and less since he had gone; only when
Sunday brought its weekly concourse to her drawing-room did she come
into touch with the people round her. Of Lady Eliza, whose Presbyterian
devotions were sheltered by Morphie kirk and who made no visits, she
saw nothing. Now and then the news would reach Spain that ‘Miss Raeburn
was well’ or that ‘Miss Raeburn had ridden into Kaims with her
ladyship,’ but that was all. Gilbert had wished to cut himself
completely adrift and he had his desire. The talk made by his departure
subsided as the circles subside when a stone has been dropped in a
duckpond; only Captain Somerville, seeing Cecilia’s face, longed to
pursue him to the uttermost parts of the earth, and, with oaths and
blows, if need be, to bring him back.
CHAPTER XX
ROCKET
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