Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
THE January morning was moist and fresh as Lady Eliza and Cecilia
Raeburn, with a groom following them, rode towards that part of the
country where the spacious pasture-land began. The sun was at their
backs and their shadows were shortening in front of them as it rose
higher. The plum-coloured riding-habit was still in existence, a little
more weather-stained, and holding together with a tenacity that
provoked Cecilia, who had pronounced it unfit for human wear and been
disregarded.
Rocket, the bay mare, was pulling at her rider and sidling along the
road, taking no count of remonstrance, for she had not been out for
several days.
‘I wish you had taken Mayfly, aunt,’ remarked Cecilia, whose horse
walked soberly beside his fidgeting companion.
‘And why, pray?’ inquired the other, testily.
‘Rocket has never seen hounds and I am afraid she will give you some
trouble when she does. At any rate, she will tire you out.’
‘Pshaw!’ replied Lady Eliza.
Six months had passed Cecilia, bringing little outward change, though,
thinking of them, she felt as though six years had gone by in their
stead; her spirits were apparently as even, her participation in her
aunt’s interests apparently the same, for she was one who, undertaking
a resolve, did not split it into two and fulfil the half she liked
best. Each of our acts is made of two parts, the spirit and the
letter, and it is wonderful how nominally honest people will divide
them. Not that there is aught wrong in the division; the mistake lies
in taking credit for the whole. She had resolved to pay for her aunt’s
peace of mind with her own happiness, as it seemed that it could be
bought at no other price, and she was determined that that peace of
mind should be complete. She gave full measure and the irrevocableness
of her gift helped her to go on with her life. It was curious that a
stranger, lately introduced to her, and hearing that she lived with
Lady Eliza Lamont, had called her ‘Mrs. Raeburn,’ in the belief that
she was a widow. It was not an unnatural mistake, for there was
something about her that suggested it. Her one day’s engagement to her
lover was a subject never touched upon by the two women. Once, Lady
Eliza had suspected that all was not well with her and had spoken; once
in her life Cecilia had fostered a misunderstanding.
‘I could not have married him,’ she had replied; ‘I have thought over
it well.’
No tone in her voice had hinted at two interpretations, and the elder
woman had read the answer by the light of her own feelings.
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